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15 years ago
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Hello everyone who cares to read these. I hope life has been treating you all well. I'm not sure why but I just wanted to post something. I guess I just haven't had enough time to sit down and talk with people as of late. And for those of you who do talk to me I am sorry I haven't been around much. v.v
But anyway, a little about what's been going on lately. I've picked projects to make for Anthrocon and have started on them. I am registered and sent in my reservations for the art auction, I requested a panel and a table. I do hope I get to go though. I am flying to chicago illinois in two weeks to interview for a job. I'm not sure it's right for me but they contacted me so I'll take a look. It will pay a lot more than what I make now but I will be living on my own if I do take it. And if I do take it I might not be able to get the time off so quick to attend AC. But I will try my best as I always have fun at AC. :)
In any case, what's going on here? Well As I said I started on my first anthrocon art submissions, which I hope will be well received since I think most of you have watched me for my writings. ^^; Lady has been doing well. She's on a new medicine that seems to work better. She has accidents still but we're being very diligent to make sure they aren't the liquid kind... She's tired most of the day but she will always get up to come see us and to follow us around the house. She's drinking a lot like she usually does, and she's eating regularly which is all good.
Other than that not too much has been going on. I've picked up a few manga, thought I only seem to get interested in the ones that have some kind of animal reference. ^^; I just finished Inukami, which I thought was adorable, and it gave me an idea for Senyn's story. It would be a big change but I think it would work well. I've been finding some time to write but not too much unfortunately. Of my writing projects there's a few one timers I have started, a few miscellaneous spin off scenes from Luca, and two other series I have in my head but need to write. I am curious as to what everyone is interested in and... if anyone actually liked the intimate scenes? I get some compliments but I get so many more about Luca in general I'm wondering if I'm wasting my time with them, if people like them, or if people are appalled and avoid me because of them. A little confession... *Blushes.* Personally... I enjoyed writing them.
On a more personal note. I'm at a little bit of a low at the moment. I don't know if anyone cares but then again, if you don't you don't have to read right? ^^ I'm feeling a bit lonely for some reason, which is perhaps one reason I'm writing this. Also, I've been looking around at the characters and fursonas on FA here and I couldn't help but be a little jealous of how beautiful they are. I'm disappointed in myself for never really being able to think of defining markings and creating this image of myself when it is something I enjoy being a part of and seeing myself as.
Several years ago I was debating with myself whether I was a wolf or a fox. I haven't thought of myself as a wolf in a long time, I think just because they seem stronger than I am in both heart and body. Perhaps also... because I'm just a happy and often silly person, which I attribute more to a fox. ^^; But beyond that... I really don't know. I had arbitrarily picked a Kitsune with three tails (Though I have met Kitsune who don't feel they deserve three tails which has made me feel bad for just picking it.), and had once thought of myself as an arctic fox, but when I was together with Noriiiko she always said I was a red fox, so that's what I've been going with for a few years now. Beyond that... I know I like my hair long now, because I feel like I actually have a tail with my hair back. XP I wear glasses because I like how I look with them and I have blue eyes naturally so I've kept them in my fursona. But in terms of markings that's hardly defining in my opinion considering all the amazing examples of fursonas around here.
But anyway. XP I'm done complaining. Talk to me if you wish if not oh well I'll live I suppose. :) And if you have suggestions on the stories I have in the works feel free to suggest. ^^ Take care everyone, I need to go get ready for bowling now. I hope to hear from you all soon.
But anyway, a little about what's been going on lately. I've picked projects to make for Anthrocon and have started on them. I am registered and sent in my reservations for the art auction, I requested a panel and a table. I do hope I get to go though. I am flying to chicago illinois in two weeks to interview for a job. I'm not sure it's right for me but they contacted me so I'll take a look. It will pay a lot more than what I make now but I will be living on my own if I do take it. And if I do take it I might not be able to get the time off so quick to attend AC. But I will try my best as I always have fun at AC. :)
In any case, what's going on here? Well As I said I started on my first anthrocon art submissions, which I hope will be well received since I think most of you have watched me for my writings. ^^; Lady has been doing well. She's on a new medicine that seems to work better. She has accidents still but we're being very diligent to make sure they aren't the liquid kind... She's tired most of the day but she will always get up to come see us and to follow us around the house. She's drinking a lot like she usually does, and she's eating regularly which is all good.
Other than that not too much has been going on. I've picked up a few manga, thought I only seem to get interested in the ones that have some kind of animal reference. ^^; I just finished Inukami, which I thought was adorable, and it gave me an idea for Senyn's story. It would be a big change but I think it would work well. I've been finding some time to write but not too much unfortunately. Of my writing projects there's a few one timers I have started, a few miscellaneous spin off scenes from Luca, and two other series I have in my head but need to write. I am curious as to what everyone is interested in and... if anyone actually liked the intimate scenes? I get some compliments but I get so many more about Luca in general I'm wondering if I'm wasting my time with them, if people like them, or if people are appalled and avoid me because of them. A little confession... *Blushes.* Personally... I enjoyed writing them.
On a more personal note. I'm at a little bit of a low at the moment. I don't know if anyone cares but then again, if you don't you don't have to read right? ^^ I'm feeling a bit lonely for some reason, which is perhaps one reason I'm writing this. Also, I've been looking around at the characters and fursonas on FA here and I couldn't help but be a little jealous of how beautiful they are. I'm disappointed in myself for never really being able to think of defining markings and creating this image of myself when it is something I enjoy being a part of and seeing myself as.
Several years ago I was debating with myself whether I was a wolf or a fox. I haven't thought of myself as a wolf in a long time, I think just because they seem stronger than I am in both heart and body. Perhaps also... because I'm just a happy and often silly person, which I attribute more to a fox. ^^; But beyond that... I really don't know. I had arbitrarily picked a Kitsune with three tails (Though I have met Kitsune who don't feel they deserve three tails which has made me feel bad for just picking it.), and had once thought of myself as an arctic fox, but when I was together with Noriiiko she always said I was a red fox, so that's what I've been going with for a few years now. Beyond that... I know I like my hair long now, because I feel like I actually have a tail with my hair back. XP I wear glasses because I like how I look with them and I have blue eyes naturally so I've kept them in my fursona. But in terms of markings that's hardly defining in my opinion considering all the amazing examples of fursonas around here.
But anyway. XP I'm done complaining. Talk to me if you wish if not oh well I'll live I suppose. :) And if you have suggestions on the stories I have in the works feel free to suggest. ^^ Take care everyone, I need to go get ready for bowling now. I hope to hear from you all soon.
Good to hear Lady is doing well.
What are the other two series you are thinking of writing?
I've also been wondering when you would pop up to drop another journal. it's the only time i seem to communicate with you.
And what's wrong with being a skink? I like lizards. XP and I've seen skinks they're cool lookin. I wasn't trying to complain about the fursona I took. I was just saying I was disapointed with myself for not being able to express myself within it I suppose. ^^;
Thanks for your continued support with Lady as well. I love my pup so much.
The other two series are Senyn and Kylee's sequel to Luca. At least that's what I meant when I wrote that I believe. ^^;
and your right, I don't know why I added 'bloody', I love reptiles.
Also, I'm not sure if I've shared this with you, but if you're browsing manga-ish stuff that is animal related, I suggest reading the Spice and Wolf manga. It sticks to the series, and is just as entertaining to read as it is to watch. The atmosphere lacks a little bit though, due to the lack of the outstanding OST.
And writing-wise, I'm in the same boat you're in, only with about 125% more writer's block. I'm making slow progress on my main series that I've started working on, but it's... well, slow. It's hard to get the wheels turning when you haven't written seriously in months (or years, for that matter)
I had seen the spice and wolf manga and novels! I thought of grabbing them but I'd seen the anime halfway into the second season and thought I'd be repeating. ^^; if you're saying it's good though I'll have to give it another look.
And yeah. you're exactly right Ys. I believe my main muse was sitting in class and knowing I should listen to what the teach said. ^^; I always managed to take notes and write, but whenever I sat down later I'd have trouble writing. It's wierd. ^^; I do hope things get easier for you though. I've found a few songs that pertain to what I want to write, and when I hear them I get scenes in my head. but it's hard for me to find time to sit down and write them out.
Thanks for your reply though Ys. I'm glad to know you're still around and doing good. : ) If you'd allow me I'd like to add some lingerie to a Lucario in the one shot story I'm working on. ^^; But... I'm afraid I've never had experiance doing so so I was wondering if there was any advice you could give? ^^;
I will get ahold of you sometime when I get the chance. There's always the embarasment of the human partner reason but I'm sure you've come up with better. ^^;
Take care Ys!
You're welcome~
Glad to hear about Lady :). Hmm, a fursona eh? I myself have never made one, not really into the idea i guess. So im just a human XD. Also good to hear you still like to write ^^ (just recently finished Luca, and i really loved it). And you really do well with the "intimate" scenes in my opinion. You always effectively convey the feelings of the characters during the acts, not to mention you do a fine job of giving a "mental movie" XD.
Anywho, guess il cut this short be4 i make this any longer! Cya around dude! ^^
And you'll figure out the whole fursona thing. I like yours though. :3
I have class from9:30-5:30. but i have breaks i can text in. I wanna bounce some kaylee ideas off of you.
I have a few things for Kylee worked out but I'm always open to suggestions. I just don't want to hurt feelings if I don't use them in the end. some of my ideas I don't know if I'll be able to use. x.x