Bluntly, i want to bitch about something that happened to me recently, and maybe something similar has happened to you once, by all means feel free to share your encounter too.

I went to the local-ish pub on thursday night for karaoke, like i usually do. Spent the night with my wonderful old furry school friend from primary school, and a few other mates i usually see. Had an awesome time, sang songs, enjoyed every bit of it. Even though my ex was hanging around and was hooked up with the friend that i always got along with when we were together. I didn't care. I had my mates, and i was happy.

So the next night i get a text message while im sitting in the cinema with the same friends basically, watching Rango. Which was hilarious, and its a good thing it was because if it wasn't i probably would have lost my head then and there. According to my ex, i was giving him and his new girlfriend dirty looks all night, and i 'know what im trying to do'. I was pretty damn sure i was just ignoring him and trying to have a decent night. But it continued! Im a 'psychotic, sadistic, manipulative, vindictive, pathetic bitch'.

I can handle that. He wanted to tell me to stay out of his life and god knows what else, it was a long message. So i said i didn't talk to them because i didn't want to cause trouble. Which is true, believe it or not, i've been in that situation on different levels and perspectives, and its not great. So i said okay. I would leave them alone.

Again a long winded reply about how seeing as i replied, i mustn't have got the hint and he never wants to see me or hear from me again and if i keep doing it he'll go to the police for harrassment. And i couldn't help myself, i just had the short reply telling him i don't know what i've done wrong, but if thats the case, he shouldn't have started the messaging and insulting in the first place, but alright, i'll cease.

Pretty ridiculous and i could have simply not responded, but i didn't -do- anything! But whatever you know, its not a big concern now, im over it and the next time i saw him at the pub on the sunday karaoke night, i just did what i did the first night and though he sat next to me at one point, dutifully ignored him. If he doesn't want to lay eyes on my ever again, he can damn well shut them when i walk by, but im not leaving my fun karaoke nights just because he decided he had PMS and wanted someone to lash out at. We hadn't even spoken the three or four months before that message.

Sadistic, probably. Psychotic, depending on the situation. Pathetic, more than likely. A bitch, yes. Manipulative and vindictive, who knows. I try not to be, but with my luck, mybe i am just a horrid person.

If thats how i am when im trying not to cause trouble and have a good time, i wonder what im like when i get pissed off.

Other then that, the floods in the Illawarra cut me off from everything and everyone the other day, seeing i like in the main area it drowned. First the Queensland floods and now this. Unbelieveable.

So yeah, thats my annoyances currently. Being used by some others isn't fantastic either, but thats for another irritated rant session.