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18 years ago
A short poem I made. The words...they came through me I feel more than from me, as if an outside source was doing it. But they are quite real, and what they describe is also quite real. Be warned, it isn't the happiest poem...
My heart, to be next to his it yearns
Beating in sync as he holds me in his arms
Losing myself in time as it turns
A Dragon most precious, most fierce
Protective, Loving, Caring, with warm deep eyes
So easy it is to feel their pierce
I long for it, my thoughts all upon him
Yet it shall not come to pass in this life
Another Dragon already shares his hymn
Tears of both sadness and joy do I shed
For his company and voice melt my frigid heart
But to never call him my mate, my heart does dread
Seeing this Dragon happy, his woes abolished
Does my love for him demand and heart desire
Yet watching his mate, scales of emerald polished
Doth fill my heart with sadness, and longing
Together they are beautiful, two and yet one
Both with a deep sense of belonging
Forever will I watch from the shadows and weap
Tears of pain and joy always upon my cheeks
Forever will my love burn bright, enabling any leap
Always there for him, always thinking of him, always at his side.
For him, my dearest love, who is more precious to me than words will ever tell.
My heart, to be next to his it yearns
Beating in sync as he holds me in his arms
Losing myself in time as it turns
A Dragon most precious, most fierce
Protective, Loving, Caring, with warm deep eyes
So easy it is to feel their pierce
I long for it, my thoughts all upon him
Yet it shall not come to pass in this life
Another Dragon already shares his hymn
Tears of both sadness and joy do I shed
For his company and voice melt my frigid heart
But to never call him my mate, my heart does dread
Seeing this Dragon happy, his woes abolished
Does my love for him demand and heart desire
Yet watching his mate, scales of emerald polished
Doth fill my heart with sadness, and longing
Together they are beautiful, two and yet one
Both with a deep sense of belonging
Forever will I watch from the shadows and weap
Tears of pain and joy always upon my cheeks
Forever will my love burn bright, enabling any leap
Always there for him, always thinking of him, always at his side.
For him, my dearest love, who is more precious to me than words will ever tell.
I know what it's like to be a vehicle for some unbidden literature.
Often what we write when we just let ourselves flow is deeper and more profound then what we ment to say.
The ache that it tells of is a terribly painful feeling indeed, and you have my sympathies and my best wishes in filling that void.
>hugs<
D.O.P.R
As always you gave me a warm and heartfelt thought out reply. Thank you. I actually thought you might do so.
The last time I was struck so hard by my muse was when I wrote my first story. For two days straight I did nothing but write and sleep, little eating or break time. And I'm glad the meaning got across. The pain is deep, but so is the love and happiness.
"You can't always get what you want; but if you try sometimes, you get what you need."
Our hearts are dreamers (as are those who live by them) and will leap all chasms of race, relationship, gender, status and situation to land among those who they yearn for.
But our hearts are also forever at war with our brains, and often times with know with our brains that we cannot have what our hearts desire.
I'm garishing things up, but I guess all that I really need to say is that I understand what you are feeling, and you have whatever support I can give you.
D.O.P.R
*hugs* And thanks for your support. I still hope to meet you out there, and as I may well be moving out there, should be plenty of chances.
'tis a tear jerker my blue friend
Believe me, I know the pain of it.