Well just another rant brought from sitting in my little room for long enough doing algebra homework... After a rather long week of working and homework, I findmyself in a strange position. Part of me asking why I'm even trying to do this when I know that I'm still not going to have anything I wanted before. I feel like after everything I've tried to accomplish I've been robbed of everything I worked so hard for. I wanted a family and a life with someone I loved, but now that's no longer possible. 5 years of my life seemed washed down the drain to leave me with nothing. I remeber everything there was to love about her, but it only makes me miss her more. In the sanctuary of her arms I felt peace, feeling her every breath as we would lay togeather... I am just a hollow shell that clings to anyone who offers a bit of affection, because deep down inside there is this little boy waiting for her wisper back softly "I love you" and never let go. But right now I'm fine... I've got everything a person could want. Just my fold out bed and the square room that has everything I need for one person... I guess I should finish Algebra before I get any sleep.