I've been watching art around here from different people, including my favourite artists. But I cannot help, but feel sometimes extreme frustration and jealousy, because I cannot exactly afford to pay for any commission what-so-ever. Unless it was a free one, it'd be a whole different thing, but I presume that everyone asks for some sort of payment. The reason why I can't exactly pay up is this bullshit way the society has fucked us young people. Look at me for example. I'm a student, who gets almost no income, except the shitty study backup, which is barely enough to cover my rent. All other bills and expenses I have to take care of on my own. And thanks to the job markets around the world going down the shitter, it's hard for everyone to find a well paying job. So I've been sitting here, moping, full of anger and hate. I feel like raging around, breaking stuff, yelling.