I cannot help that I am not satisfied. I am sick! I have a mental illness. I simply want to be held at night. My therapist said that I have been taken advantage when I was a child, and I cannot bear be rejected. No, it is not true. I like my parents. They are not biological but that they love me in any way. Yes, I have had sexual intercourse with my mom. Yes, I have had sex with my father but it was the love. My therapist does not understand. They love me. In addition to my dog, they are the only ones who love me. You do not understand, they are the only who are there for me. They can never abuse me. My therapist said that I should avoid them and never speak to them for "rape me". Not. Yes, I was only a child when it happened but they never took away me when they done that. My father would beat me and my mother when grow up. But I would never have hit because he loves me. I know it. I simply want be loved.