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Bonjour friends....I just updating because I have just obtained an email of a friend who's worried about me. I am very well. My dad is outside prison and I have a work now to a dog kennel. I should be happy… but I' m not. See, I began drinking… like my dad. It makes me the happy on the subject of me. When I am drunk, I am not sad, mistreated or annoyed more. Happiness. I do not want to die or to kill itself. I like to live but just I can' t be happy. Pills do not work of. My love of parents do not work; work of t the one or the other. All that I want is a happy life but I can' t have it. I always will be insulted for when I do it in the bedroom. I always will be hit on by my father. I will always hate to be a human. I always will be insulted on my bad English. I never will be a good artist. Thus, I had drunk to incite me to forget my boredoms. Please don't; concern of t. this is my problem. Not yours. But I must say, this is a little your fault.
I don't know what this stems from, I don't know the drama around it. But since this is a 2 year old journal, I'm sure you've grown some. As we all have. [in a perfect world].
So if there is any advice to give, that I could give, it's just...don't lose hope in all people. there are still good ones left.
And worry about getting your own self situated.
On the other paw, there where a few of us then, as now, who wont do anything but huggle you up and love on ya, like you deserve.
I think you just have to watch what you say, so the LULZ Police and haters dont have the ammunition they are looking for to put you down.
Glad your back, and you most recent pic is so cute, dont let anyone tell you you cant draw. In fact, maybe you should listen less to those who want to bitch and moan and put you down, and more to those like me who want to lift you up and would like to see more arts, if you enjoy drawing it.
His fault.
Good call.
I'm sure we can expect more lulz from you throwing stones in your glass house, acting like you're so much more high and mighty than everyone else with you little zoophile jihad.
Are you really that desperate for attention and to achieve perfection that now you have to looks around and dredge up old drama and make things up?
Where did he make comments about having sex with his son... oh you mean a fantasy character he drew? LOLOL Silly you.
Insert, preemptive, all bitches about getting my facts strait, will just be seen as more lulz from you and promptly be laughed at or ignored.
Your fault.
Uhhh what??
And more recently how your buddy sammyfox being known as one of FA's biggest ass holes
I'm an asshole too. Many people are. Crawl out of your hug box.
also why doesn't he just pay his bills, doesn't seem too mature of him
That's his business, not yours.
that now you have to looks around and dredge up old drama and make things up?
What old drama? This is an ongoing problem on FA. Many people have the exact same view about this as I do.
If you don't want to leave it as a big oops from Rev Clayton of First Church of Blue Dog... I can roll with it... For the lulz, right?
> Yeah, sorta like talking about the merits of how you have to list as a sec offender
>> Uhhh what??
Sorry for the typo, I didnt mean "sec offender", I meant "sex offender". Do you really think its worth bringing up those details, and that doing so isn't really gonna shine all that good of a light on you?
> And more recently how your buddy sammyfox being known as one of FA's biggest ass holes
>> I'm an asshole too. Many people are. Crawl out of your hug box.
Okay, consider this me taking Rev Claytons advice and starting my epic career in being an asshole.
Amen brother, no agreeing to disagree or hugs or being cordial or decent or anything like that, cause that there's for fuckin wimps.
Let me start with you.
Perhaps I should just start listing in a public forum all the information from your own journals and other sources on the internet that show that you were once proudly talking about how good sex was with your boyfriend, and that that particular incident or incidents got you arrested, and for some reason, of course your going to deny the validity of the law that says this, but don't you have to list as a sex offender?
You were arrested, right?
You do have to list as a sec offender, right?
Or is that all some big lulzy conclusion that I jumped to and assumption I made after only reading 90% of the TL;DR drama that ensued concerning it and your being banned not too long ago? If I'm mistaken and that especially offends you, lets just stay outside that hug box and be good little assholes and consider it all good fun and games.
I'm going to ask a professional ass hole, should I try harder or am I starting off pretty good?
Also, about sammyfox in particular, thank God for those people and their hug boxes eh, and that the resounding sarcasm stemming from his being such an ass, and that according to you he should be proud of, didn't mean that karma didn't bite him in the ass, this time. And thank god there are a number of people on FA unaware of where all that sarcasm was coming from.
LULZ
Tell ya what, I sure would love to know where he's getting a fresh start with $200, even in Canada!
>> also why doesn't he just pay his bills, doesn't seem too mature of him
> That's his business, not yours.
Three reasons that make it my business... Number one: Other people asked me for money to support him. Number two: Its just as much my business to wonder about that as it is his to waggle his finger at everyone and say that they are immature, like he has any idea what he's talking about, apparently he dosnt. Number three: Its how we assholes roll when we dance around outside out hug boxs... LOL
> that now you have to looks around and dredge up old drama and make things up?
>> What old drama?
The MongrelMuttE drama, dude did you check the dates? Oh wait, you didn't even read the first sentence, about fantasy, its like you supposedly vast brain skips over things and goes to what you think is best to perpetuate your cause.
>> This is an ongoing problem on FA.
Yeah, too much drama, and cocky self righteous asshole fishing out as much as they can from dead horses. Neer took care of it, if you're addressing your zoophile jihad that is. He doesn't need Rev Clayton lurking FA and making ignorant comments under peoples submissions from months or years ago, based from assumptions he made by not reading all of what was said.
>> Many people have the exact same view about this as I do.
Obviously, not as many as you wish.
LOLOL!
Nahh it was my mistake, oh well. Mistakes happen.
Sorry for the typo, I didnt mean "sec offender", I meant "sex offender". Do you really think its worth bringing up those details, and that doing so isn't really gonna shine all that good of a light on you?
No no I know what you meant.
Please, enlighten me on how I'm a registered sex offender.
Perhaps I should just start listing in a public forum all the information from your own journals and other sources on the internet that show that you were once proudly talking about how good sex was with your boyfriend,
Yes, please tell me.
and that that particular incident or incidents got you arrested,
I've never been arrested in my entire life.
Nobody showed up at my door for what happened, nothing.
If I'm mistaken and that especially offends you, lets just stay outside that hug box and be good little assholes and consider it all good fun and games.
Nothing you say can offend me, sooo tell me, tell me everything you know. :}
I'm going to ask a professional ass hole, should I try harder or am I starting off pretty good?
You're trying way too hard, pulling random facts out of your ass.
Number two: Its just as much my business to wonder about that as it is his to waggle his finger at everyone and say that they are immature, like he has any idea what he's talking about, apparently he dosnt.
Apparently you don't. What problems Sammy has IN REAL LIFE have nothing to do with you.
The MongrelMuttE drama, dude did you check the dates?
Dates on comments/posts don't matter as I've noticed.
Yeah, too much drama, and cocky self righteous asshole fishing out as much as they can from dead horses.
There's only drama because these people still have their fingers, and because those fingers aren't broken.
Murrin' and purrin' over pictures of real life animals.
It's disgusting. If they didn't make those comments, none of this drama would have happened.
Neer took care of it, if you're addressing your zoophile jihad that is.
Took care of what? Making a rule against leaving sick comments? Evidently not.
He doesn't need Rev Clayton lurking FA and making ignorant comments
That's how things get done. People need to complain. People need to point out flaws or nothing would happen.
based from assumptions he made by not reading all of what was said.
Buddy, in another picture he talks about working at an animal shelter and how nice of a cock a husky there has.
Shut up.
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Shut up.
If you say so...
THIS!
LOL
Do you still have that same affinity for 13yo cock that you had not long ago, along with pictures, since the ones you had before got wiped?
What pictures?
And I quote...
I have a 13- year old gay neighbor. :]
Ohlord is he ever sexy.
& he has an australian/british/whatever accent. :///;
It's perfectly sexy and acceptable to go all murr purry OMG over a 13yo but god forbid if someone were to say "my neighbors have a husky that trys to mount his owner every time he bends down, it's sorta funny, but Ohlord is that doggie ever handsome!"
Ohboy, & his brother is sexy tooo :}
I think he's bi. ;]
But he's 20.
Lmfao.
Translation: He would be so much sexier if he was more, ummmmm Underage and only just recently being able to shoot jizz.
Ohlord fresh boy cock is so hot!!!!
LMAO I'M DEAD SERIOUS. [They do it in the butt together]
The younger one usually stays at the house.
& his brother has an apartment, but stays at the house or the apartment sometimes.
OHBOYY, WHEN THEY GO TO THE APARTMENT, IT'S LUVIN' TIME.
Translation: God, young man on kid incest is so hot!
Also known as almost the most pedo thing you say here, but not quite.
LMAO
He has pictures. [The older brother]
But I doubt he'd give me an if he knew I'd post them on the internet.
Lmaoo
As in, the context you were answering to was he has pictures of "LUVIN TIME", and it's so clear that its not an issue that you dont want them, its that BAWWW, you cant get them, and you've very much most likely drooled over them... You've at least seem them, and for what of all that you say here, there is no reason to believe anything but that they give you wood.
You should thank you're lucky stars... Possession and even more so distribution of them over the internet are a whole hell of a lot worse crimes than fingering a bitch dogs clit when she's in heat.
Yeah yeah, laws of The First Church of Blue Dog don't necessarily match up to the actual laws of the land. We know this already.
LOL
Also, on you're 20 yo kid fucker friends part, production of said "LUVIN TIMES" pics and or vids is even worse a crime than just possession and / or distribution, or even rubbing a dog knot.
I wonder why actual legislatures and such think that a worse crime than stroking off a horse? Even in Canada... Oh wait, Maybe (at least in part) outside it being known through time, because of the actual act being sexual and we humans being the sexual beings that we are, and among pheromones and other legitimate biological reasons, stroking horses is at times part of breeding them and other "care". I'm not saying that it goes on all the time, but it happens enough so that being that horses once were such an important part of modern society, or society as it was becoming modern, and even today they are such an important part of farming, the people who wrote the laws would be dumb fucks if they made it illegal to do just because it made some people randy. Never the less every now and then a stupid self-righteous church lady bitched enough to her politically involved husband that something had to be done because she saw the 13yo neighbor boy getting a little too excited while tending to legitimate dutys, politically involved husband ends up giving in, but for the most part his compatriots damn near laughed him out of the building for being so pussy wipped. Some legislation slipped through the cracks, but to The First Church of Blue Dog's dislike, it really never took as much hold or had as dire consequences as a young adult dressing up a 13yo boy in girls cloth, touching him, and drooling over his peen, or his 20yo brother shooting a was up his ass, even if the 13yo liked it!
Just to inform your either uneducated or ignorant by choice (maybe in your defense I should say blinded by rage or apparently clinically unhealthy angry) mind, it probably has a lot more to do with the >actual majority< (not the majority according to you) (and no, I'm not saying that this is necessarily how I think it, just the actual majority) of people thinking that even if it could be consider most heinous of heinous, you cant really fuck up the mind of an animal by getting frisky with them, I mean most people still think they're so dunce and mindless they cant even consent to getting their cocks rubbed, but they can consent to getting their bellys rubbed, never the less even if you could fuck their minds up, its significantly more trivial than fucking a human's mind up. And to be honest, that's not the only comparison, but I'm trying to point out that to more people humans are more important than animals, hurting them is lesser than hurting a human.
Go fucking figure eh?
I had pictures of Chase[older], and a picture of Kerion [younger], but my computer got wiped and I lost them. ]:
Still speaking in context, especially to the individual you were, more so to that these are "sexually explicit" more than say, them being "safe" / "normal" / clothed.
I mean why else would it be a matter of loosing them because your computer got wiped, why not just get new ones, if not for your damn near drooling over their "LUVIN TIMES" and all the things that you go on to say about it, there by making it sound as if its just as easy, it should still be easier to get pics of them outside the "LUVIN TIMES" / naked and what not. You seemed to be at least close enough to the 13yo to accomplish this, and as most people know, thanks to the genius of Fox News, How To Catch A Predator, and Nancy Grace, with PEDO's it's pretty much common knowledge that if for some reason they loose the materials the sooooo drool over, like you're talking about here, say for instance because they deleted them in a fit of panic, it doesn't take long for the hard drive to be filled with new material.
OH BOYYY :]
I'VE SEEN KERION NAKED.
MANY TIMESS.
Yeah, and you've "touched" him to!
PEDO MUCH?
MMBOYY
Him & his little 13-year-old peeens. :]]]
This is probably the most PEDO thing you say, in this exchange.
Touchin' my 13 year old neighbor and giving him girl clothes to dress in.
OHBBYY.
:oooh: :badhairday: :oooh:
Where do you get the gall to prance around FA and the internets waggling fingers at people and demanding that they be banned or that there is something more wrong than this in someone saying "MURR that dogs ass looks fuckable"?
Are you really that much of a self-righteous know it all prick?
YEP, IM A BIG BAD PEDO
NO FUCKING KIDDING!
Maybe that's why you got banned?
LOLOL
Why the hell were you invited back?
No matter what The First Church of Blue Dog says, and how many the supposed shit loads of blind as fuck sheep that you get to scream amen when you preach.
FA could face a lot worse legal consequences for perpetuating the behaviors of an aficionado of real life 13yo cockletes than someone who love fantasy werewolf knots (as in what sparked of this bantering on), or even real ones for that matter.
Honestly sweety, if you're really all that concerned about something being done about bestiality and such past what staff have already done, in large part to you, especially considering your most recent lame ass rant about "murr" comments on animal pictures, find someone who is less of a hypocrite than you are, it often serves those kind of purposes better that the one waggling fingers at others isn't guilty or hasn't been guilty of doing of the same caliber or worse.
PS: I'm not saying your icon now is shit or anything like that, but your icon then was sooooooooo much cuter, and not in a sexual way either.
"KICK ME"
LOL
Shorten it and I'll read.
In: MY FETISH IS HOTTER THAN YOURS?
..knotting - to be tied with a canine. the thought and feeling of having a huge knot and cock stuck inside you cumming for minutes, feeling it pulse, a feelign of closeness, passion, carnal lust. being spread open.
Ops Response...
Woah.
Thats awesome that you realized what you like [the thought of a knot pulsing inside you]. It all seems very carnal and primitive. ...sound[s] pretty hot though, especially the way you describe [it] xD
Sure, k2b goes on to say, unconvincingly though, I must add, that they arnt a zoo... But hey, if you factor in your most recent sermon, found here it don't matter one bit, now does it?
I'm not saying to troll them or anything like that, but I think all things considered that its probably best right now that you just acknowledge your oops again and / or maybe just back out while you're still ahead (if that can be said), and move your little crusade along elsewhere.
Unless of course the lulz are getting good.
Well, actually I'm done here.
Mongrel, if you ever read this, I care, I hope you're well. *snugs hard*
I don't think Alodie is a zoo, but I know K2B is.
I've talked to them before.
Thanks for pointing that out though. :}
Ironical, your blue eminence, I doubt you "talked" to him about that, like you talked to k2b about being a zoo.
LOL
And for pointing these things out, you're very welcome.
Pedophile is when an adult [18+] likes prepubescent children [say... 13 and younger]
:S
But nah, I talked about zoophilia and how it's wrong and shit with K2B and she blindly supported it.
Well... I'm pretty sure it was her. Yeah...I think it is, I think she has me blocked.
You're a persistent little pedo arnt ya? So just because you're not 18 (and Alodie, I guess) yet that means you can fuck with and look at pictures of "LUVIN TIME" and such of a 13yo and that its okay for you to go on about how hot it is that your neighbors pedo brother [according to your logic - being that he was 20 att he time of your report of him 13yo brother (not like, if he's not in prison he's not still doing it... does he fuck his brother in the butt when he's wearing the girls cloth you got for him? WAIT - DON'T ANSWER THAT!], and that when you become an actual adult you will have somehow grown out of your sick appreciation of 13yo peens dressed in girls clothing, makes it okay? And then, not that this all started with you waggling your 13yo cock loving finger, we know were thats been, at someone for having sex with there fantasy 15yo werewolf son.
LOL
Not for you sweety, because you wont be able to see what's wrong in it, but for anyone else who is wondering where I'm coming from, questioning the integrity of our modern day pet protecting bishop / saint, for them and the lulz, i guess... This
I'll be 19 in December.
you can fuck with and look at pictures of "LUVIN TIME" and such of a 13yo
I don't talk to the kid anymore and I'm against child porn. I've never possessed it either.
I don't even know why I'm still continuing this conversation as you know nothing about what happened.
Maybe your still continuing this conversation because its a hell of a lot harder to convince people that your not a pedo that went all murr purry about your 13yo neighbors peen and how ZOMG wonderful it was to dress him in girls clothing and "touch" him, and how delicious it was that his 20yo pedo brother was fucking him in the as, not long ago than it is to convince them that k2b needed a lecture from the bishop of anti-zoophilia because in what she said it could have been said she was a zoo.
You scream hypocrisy at least enough that you should not be the head of the crusade that you think you are worthy enough to lead.
You and you're little mindless followers need to wake up and get a clue, and realize that this particular flaw is probably going to slow the progress of your efforts a whole hell of a lot more than any other factor involved.
Unless it is just one big fucking joke and all the assholery is just for lulz, and if that's the case...
HAHAHAHAHAHA
We done?
I'm still going on with my little "zoophile jihad"
I'm just not going to reply to any more comments made here by you, as it is now a waste of time.
Um. This is a stupid suggestion to make. That's like staying "Oooh you loved that guy years ago and you two are now ex's. I'm sure you still LOOOOOVE his cock!"
People can get over people and people can get over old/bad habits too. It's possible to CHANGE.
Nicely done, FA.
I STILL LOVE MY 13 Y.O EX THAT I DATED BACK WHEN I WAS 16 HUR HUR
..wat??
That's like.. that doesn't even make sense.
thanksgiving
how about
bateleurhurtsmyfeelingsgiving
Why don't you save your cries of "OMG THEY'RE RAPING THE CHILDRENS!!!1" for when that shit actually happens? Like when a 50 year old man beats and abuses an 11 year old into allowing them to have anal sex? Or Alan Panda? That was real paedophilia that was really going on in the fandom. That's paedophilia and that is evil and that is fucked up. Young people will have sex with each other.
I can't really say anything about the older brother allegedly boning the younger. Was this proven? Was it a real event? Or, was it a fictional character, much like the OP said his son was? Can you prove this beyond a shadow of a doubt?
If yes; What the fuck are you doing here? Why are you not reporting this abuse of a minor to their local police?
This is just semantics and misinformation. You are looking for a scapegoat where there are none to be had.
*face palms*
Maybe you wernt meaning to bitch at MongrelMuttE at all about having sex with his 15yo son, maybe you were trying to make friends and get some hot new pictures to add to your collection! Have to admit that it probably presents a little bit of an agenda that he draws dog cocks so well eh, but once you persecute him and make him feel bad enough about that that he turns a new leaf and focuses on the merits of fresh young just into their teen boy cocks instead of a dripping dog cock, its all good right?
LOLOLOL
Bestiality is just as bad as child porn.
It's not natural or socially acceptable to have sexual relationships with your family members. (Incest and all that.) I would suggest going to a therapist and talking out your problems with them. They're trained to help you with those kinds of things.
Especially if you are likely to repeat your father's actions unto your children, I would HIGHLY recommend a therapist. They are very, very helpful.
Please keep your thoughts of incest/pedophilia to fantasy in the meantime. It's hard, but you gotta do it.
I'm happy for you that you are getting help and are healing and feeling better. I don't hate you; I understand that no one can help who they are attracted to, and I know people can't (usually) control how they raised and who raises you. This isn't your fault. The problem is, despite the fact that other factors and people have screwed you up...you still have to take action to help yourself and not cause anymore harm.
You are doing that, and that is good. I wish you all the luck in the world to lead a life free of major problems. I hope you can find peace within yourself and continue to do the right things.
Good luck.
Its like a jigsaw puzzle of words.