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Why do I have to feel this way? >.<
18 years ago
Aury, The Huggable, Snuggable Dragon says;
Pardon this entry for anyone not into reading emo entries[read:are insensitive] But damn.. this is something I need to get out of my system.
Simply put, I'm lonely as heck here. Alot of the people who I've been really close to have really drifted apart from me, and I find myself missing them. But worse are these damned crushes I keep developing. I've been developing crushes left and right. The kind of crush where you want to have something very sensual happen and to commit an extent of devotion to someone. Though a lot of these have been forming onto females that I know or meet.
Many of these crushes have failed due to various outcomes. Fortunately I've been able to accept the failure. But I find myself waking up feeling empty about my existance constantly.
This one crush I've now developed was on a fellow fur that is way out of my league. I'll leave it at that, but this is what I'm going through. Fawning over people that seems hopeless to pull off even getting anywhere close to them, let alone trying to partner off.
*sigh* And I know exactly why all of this is happening..
Simply put, I'm lonely as heck here. Alot of the people who I've been really close to have really drifted apart from me, and I find myself missing them. But worse are these damned crushes I keep developing. I've been developing crushes left and right. The kind of crush where you want to have something very sensual happen and to commit an extent of devotion to someone. Though a lot of these have been forming onto females that I know or meet.
Many of these crushes have failed due to various outcomes. Fortunately I've been able to accept the failure. But I find myself waking up feeling empty about my existance constantly.
This one crush I've now developed was on a fellow fur that is way out of my league. I'll leave it at that, but this is what I'm going through. Fawning over people that seems hopeless to pull off even getting anywhere close to them, let alone trying to partner off.
*sigh* And I know exactly why all of this is happening..
the more you will appreciate the love you get in the end
Dont give up, pain is just a part of life.
The losers give into it, the winners learn from it >3
BELIEE IN ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU!
yours is a Drill that shall pierce the heavens, even if you die, as long as you break Thru itll be your victory!
The road of man is challenging and painfull, but only those who dare thread it, ever truly become happy.
Who the Hell do you think I am?
Im Boag and Im going to CHEER YOU UP >3
But It'll be ok, everyone has someone and we just don't know it yet.
The most common thing I've ever heard during my woes of being single was "You'll find someone." and well.. I can't say such advice helps. Because there's a series of problems with that matter.. take for example , if I "find someone" and blow the impression.. or if I am unable to find that "someone" who no doubt exists of course..
Ya know where I'm coming from? But I appreciate the support.. but I'm definitely desiring strongly a relationship now..
*hugs tight*
But I'm trying...