In regards to my last journal. The person I was talking to when I got set off was not at fault. He was trying to joke, but he did it in such a way that my bottled emotions came out. I get too emotionally attached which by far is not a blessing. I really need someone special in my life and I'm desperately grabbing at straws that I already know in my head that lead to nothing... to bad my heart don't listen.

So for a while things are gonna have to be different. If I rp with you currently or you would like to that is fine. I will be avoiding "adult" situations in rps for a while. Depending on my mood, you might get a nuzzle or cuddle, but otherwise we will just play as if we dont have genitalia. Right now that is my problem. The big thing that I do not want right now is master/pet rp. As a pet I have to listen to my master and to do that I have to want to, right now I dont.

Don't let this make a difference between what we may have. I'm doing this for my benefit, bc unless you live in or around Nebraska and are a gay man, I don't want to develop feelings for you....