feeling that keep hitting me off and on sometimes for good reasons but often not:
frustration
impatient
pissy
depressed
wanting to hurt myself
wanting to hurt others
wanting to disappear
wanting to run away
sighing a lot
want to just curl up in bed with my kitty and not move


i'm just tired of the stress, anger, sadness, and confusion around me.. its starting to rub off on me

i just want it to be summer so i can start working other the other crap i still need to get done like college hunt, scholarship applying, Japanese classes, possibly move, start saving money, and still try and make the multiple efforts to hang out with friends even though they can hardly ever hang out and don't make an effort to hang out with me without me offering first
and no i'm not talking about just one friend. its ALL of my friends..

*sigh*