"Actual reality -- Act Up -- Fight AIDS"

I have a desire to spam random Rent lyrics. The musical made me realize I can't get over someone just by distancing myself from them, when every single love song I heard dug up deep, heartwrenching feelings (excuse me if I sound melodramatic). YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. Everyone else I know probably does too, oh well. It's just, never been so strong and sudden... dare I say it? Love at first sight. Well, that powerful word was thrashing around in my mind.

Should I really be so brutally honest about such an intense, sensitive subject? I'm an intense, sensitive person. As a matter of fact, I rarely express myself to others. What have I got to fear, though? Someone important to me disregarding my emotions, rejection, the universe imploding on itself? Read my lips: I DON'T CARE.

I get lost when it comes to expressing myself socially and physically because I honestly don't know how to! It's a huge reason why art is so important to me, in which the only factors are my mind and ability to draw. I'm trapped in my head! Only thing to do is jump over the moon... MOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

I feel like quitting the stupid, pointless stuff I've been working on like Neopets and Minecraft. There are people who say everything I love, do and believe in is stupid and pointless, but I think the same things about them. I'm gonna pretend the world is ending same time next week (maybe it is? Who knows), but for now it's time for bed.