Yes, I have made the decision. Tonight I ordered pizza with chicken on it. Condition: I will spend the rest of my life giving back what I've taken. There is no other way I can escape the guilt. Also, I went to see the doctor earlier today and it looks like I've mysteriously gained a lot of weight (wtf, my lifestyle has actually improved), and I had a blood test done. Please universe, make it a thyroid disorder! I really don't want to give up eating. Oh FA has an awesome new banner, it's a shame it's winter in the southern hemisphere.