Well, it looks like I won't be able to make AC this year like I had planned. Timing wouldn't work out since Zy's coming down here for my 21st birthday, so between all the traveling and costs and time spent away, it wouldn't work for us to do both, and my birthday is much more important here. I hate that I can't make AC; I was really looking forward to it, and I wanted to meet a bunch of people I was going to see there so badly. Unfortunately, life just works out that way for me right now. Sorry to all those folks I was planning on meeting. =(

And for the second part of my journal, and I apologize for being so rude, but why the hell is everyone so emo lately!? I mean seriously, I logged into MSN, and I see three status messages right away about people being depressed, wanting to die, feeling that they're terrible people, and it's like... really, guys? So many people say their lives are bad but I'm 100% positive I can find worse ones. That's not to say we don't have our troubles and our times that we're down, but I mean... it's like, people who do that sorta thing are usually (note this word, it's not always the case) for lack of better words, a dramawhore. I hate when people do this, act dramatic and tearful and woe is me in order to get attention, affection, etc etc. I've done this in the past and hated myself for it too, before I go and prove myself a hypocrite. If you want to die, you wouldn't be logging onto MSN long enough to post a message to say you want to die. If you wanted to die you'd likely be doing it already (which would freak me out, don't get me wrong). If you're such a freaking horrible person in your eyes, why are you posting a status about it? What good does it do besides demand gratification from people? Ugh.

Anyway, rant over. So tl;dr for all this: won't be going to AC this year, and I hate when people put all of these "woe is me" and "I want to die" status messages that scream for attention.