So nervous.
14 years ago
Tomorrow is the start of FA:U and I'm really feeling it now. I feel so unprepared. You may ask, how should one prepare? Well, I'm a lil' OCD and I like to be assured that I'll have all my medicine, enough to drink, food to eat and supplies to cover anything that should come up. This, all, despite the fact that I'm going to be returning home each night.
I have a lot of debates running in my head right now. I don't know if I should bring my laptop, how early should I be going...and biggest of all, do I dare go padded. It'd be my first time going padded in public. Someone asked me why it mattered, but my friends who plan to be there are somewhat in the habit of grabbing my bum. That could be quite embarrassing to explain if they did.
Part of me says I shouldn't care. If they liked me not padded they shouldn't have a problem with me padded, but I don't know how much rejection I'm gonna be able to tolerate, if it comes to that...
I have a lot of debates running in my head right now. I don't know if I should bring my laptop, how early should I be going...and biggest of all, do I dare go padded. It'd be my first time going padded in public. Someone asked me why it mattered, but my friends who plan to be there are somewhat in the habit of grabbing my bum. That could be quite embarrassing to explain if they did.
Part of me says I shouldn't care. If they liked me not padded they shouldn't have a problem with me padded, but I don't know how much rejection I'm gonna be able to tolerate, if it comes to that...
FA+

Well, today is the day, I'll see what happens.