you fell out of love with me... why? i will never know. you tell me you dont have room for me in your new life. again... why? ill never know.

how long ago did you say you "started falling out of love with me"? how long did you let me go on and on about our future? how long did you just sit there and humor me while i told you my deepest, most honest feelings?

everything you have said since friday... all those many different, unclear reasons on why you were mad at me... your constantly changing story... i see now. you were just looking for a reason to dump me. you dont love me... hell, i dont know if you ever did. if you have been lying to me for this long... then how much longer could this have been going on that you wont even admit? hell you dumped me after a weekend long fight, suddenly, and abruptly, for a reason that had absolutely nothing to do with anything we had talked about before hand.

you walked all over my heart, my feelings, my soul.

i have never been so hurt by any one person. i have never felt such a crushing blow. i have never felt so betrayed - stabbed in the back - as you have done me.

i will one day again be happy, but it wont be with you, and wont be because of you, and you are the reason why.