A friend of a friend died today in a motorcycle crash, and it left me feeling pretty helpless. What are you supposed to say to someone when their friend dies? I'm usually good at that. This... well fuck.

I don't even know if the friend in question is someone I would have known personally. It sucks, being in a fandom where nobody knows anyone else's real name. A one paragraph news article was all I could find.

I feel so detached right now. Not sure whether I wanna hit something or just stare at a wall.