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14 years ago
I try not to whine on here... Quite frankly I try not to whine anywhere, to anyone. I will complain about individual situations if I'm in conversation with someone, but I do my best not to burden others with my trouble. I also acknowledge that most of what I have to whine about are 'first world problems' (eg. my ipod broke, my local shop is out of my favorite bread, etc. Instead of 'I don't have enough food to eat' or 'I can't find any clean water today'.) I'm just really, very worn out and fed up at the moment. I fear I've done something very nasty to my karma, but if it is what I suspect the rule of threes does not seem to be complying here.
Right now, I've got serious intermittent stomach cramps and I'm having to run to the bathroom a lot. I've already had two days with no second employee on my overnight shift and all I'm getting are complaints about how we (the overnight shift) aren't doing enough work or not doing it right. My boss(es) have seen fit to give me more work on a regular basis and haven't seen fit to fill in the shifts in my week that don't have anyone to work them. My direct co-workers keep making or trying to make me do more of their work and then sit around playing games online, I swear to the gods. All of our computers and fancy new gadgets at the new hospital break nearly constantly and I seem to be the only one attempting to and finding the know how to fix them, even when the solution is 'turn it off, turn it on'. If I neglect to hide the tools I use to do my job, my coworkers take or even hide them from me. I feel really alone lately. I do have a boyfriend, which may be news to some of you, though our relationship is open and we have a sort of odd understanding. But recently I must have done something wrong because he said some things that kind of hurt and now I don't feel like he's with me when he's not around anymore.
I'm sorry, I shouldn't be dumping this all out like this, but the pain in my stomach is about enough to push me over the edge. It's the last night of my workweek and I'm going to my parents campground tomorrow to try and relax. I'm just ready to start crying or hitting things and I'm not sure which option will win or which is better.
Right now, I've got serious intermittent stomach cramps and I'm having to run to the bathroom a lot. I've already had two days with no second employee on my overnight shift and all I'm getting are complaints about how we (the overnight shift) aren't doing enough work or not doing it right. My boss(es) have seen fit to give me more work on a regular basis and haven't seen fit to fill in the shifts in my week that don't have anyone to work them. My direct co-workers keep making or trying to make me do more of their work and then sit around playing games online, I swear to the gods. All of our computers and fancy new gadgets at the new hospital break nearly constantly and I seem to be the only one attempting to and finding the know how to fix them, even when the solution is 'turn it off, turn it on'. If I neglect to hide the tools I use to do my job, my coworkers take or even hide them from me. I feel really alone lately. I do have a boyfriend, which may be news to some of you, though our relationship is open and we have a sort of odd understanding. But recently I must have done something wrong because he said some things that kind of hurt and now I don't feel like he's with me when he's not around anymore.
I'm sorry, I shouldn't be dumping this all out like this, but the pain in my stomach is about enough to push me over the edge. It's the last night of my workweek and I'm going to my parents campground tomorrow to try and relax. I'm just ready to start crying or hitting things and I'm not sure which option will win or which is better.
