People may notice I'm not very active... anywhere.

I have nothing to show for my time. I have failed projects, failed goals, I long for so much but do nothing.

On the 27th... I am turning 30... I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I honestly never did know.

I'm inactive because I don't want to sound depressive. I have nothing but depressive going on though.

I don't know what I'm to make of myself.