last night i almot went to the hospital after band rehearsal. During rehearsal i begun having ncramps in my stomach even tho i already ate somthing(spegettii) and cramps in my absomen and sides. Im likeok maybe just eatting cramps whatever. Than it just got worse an worse. But i couldnt leave the rehearsal. Im part of the core i cannot just up an leave...

So i toughed it out till 830 (hint it began at 6) an mom picked me updoubled over in pain most of the ride home. I thought it was gas or maybe stomach flu. But no, nothing 'came out' i wasnt even hungry i couldnt even keep back a piece of toast. Even the smell almost made me throw up chunks:/

It is 7:19am in florida and im still not feeling right. I can barely move i cant eat and the cramps are still their. i have to stay curled up in one place or end up crying... My boyfriend is trying to help me via text but the pain is just to much. my mom says if its still there by the time she gets home from work i will end up going to the ER....

Im sorry if i dont get alot of drawings done today i will try my hardest to get these requests/commissions done with. I promise i will. just give me time..And im not doing art trades ever again! i cant deal with not getting the trade back. Its been more than 2-3 months since i posted her trade on my old wolfia acc. and i still havent gotten my trade.. She posts other trades and yet not mine. She says shes almost done. I ask her bout theses other ones shes posting and she never responds. like shes afraid to. how childish...

Thanks to this one person no more art trades till i see fit. Im not waiting tht long for an art trade back. I mean 1 month ok. a few weeks awesome. a few days right on! but almost 3 months? and you wont talk to me? oh hell no :/

Sorry thats just a lil vent :/ Anyway im just letting you all know if you dont see any art this weekend im in the ER. its mayube my appendix...My moms worried aboutthat.... So im sorry if i dont get any thing done. Ill mis you all if i do. Love you all..


~lina loves you all~