Dear Readers/Journal

Some of you may remember my long post about my best friend Driver that has been sitting up for a while now. I haven't felt the urge to write anything for ages but I figured I might as well let my friends in the community know.

On Monday, my friend driver committed suicide. He has been dealing with many personal issues for the longest time, and his demons finally got to him.

http://www.oregonlive.com/portland/.....in_at_eas.html

That is a link to the web article pertaining to his death. He jumped in front of a light-rail train, that's basically a subway that doesn't go underground.

I'm finding this very hard to cope with. I've lost so many friends and family over the years and in the last few years I lost my Uncle and my Cousin to Lou Gerig's disease and to Diabetes. Now my oldest and dearest friend has died as well leaving me feeling very alone.

Don't get me wrong I don't have any plans of entertaining the idea of suicide myself. I have alot of things left to do in life. But, damnit I'm still going to miss him and feel like crap.