The fallout from the con has pretty much dissipated by this point; A few choice heads were rolled, and a lot of confusion was (hopefully) cleared up among friends (I'd rather they bring questions to me, than speculate amongst themselves). In fact, I'm hoping a few new friendships, both for myself and Kria, come out stronger for it. Admittedly, PCD hit me unusually hard this year; I'm still reeling at how much went horribly wrong, and the aftershocks continue to irk me in real life even now.

We're both trying to get back to normal, and concentrate on more important things; the wedding is less than three months away, and things are coming together nicely, but still insanely stressful. I'm back to helping organize local furmeets, trying to bring my artistic motivations back from the dead, and as usual, work work work. Blargh. Her birthday is coming up on the 18th, so that should definitely be a kick in the tail for both of us, considering the surprise I have planned..mwahaha.

What's really been bothering me lately is that I feel like I've been running on autopilot for the last two months; I'm making vital decisions seemingly without thinking about them, not caring like I used to about my work, and my memory, especially short term, has been m.i.a. It's almost like my head is disconnected from my body, floating above and forced to watch helplessly as I go through the day in super-derp mode. I'm hoping this is only temporary, and not a sign of something more ominous; more importantly, I hope I can get connected again before something catastrophic occurs as a result of my disconnection :(


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