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Getting a hold?
14 years ago
Well, it's been a week ago and now I decided it was time to share it. It's a dream I had travelling on a bus.
I've heard that fursonas can get a hold of you through many ways, and mine are being pretty much on dreams where Draco is "free" to do whatever.
Well, it all started when i found myself on my room at dad's (that was where i was travelling to), and then i saw my dad and stepmom on the door like perpexed, like if they have seen a ghost. Then, when my dad came inside close to me i yelled at him to back away, but wasn't my voice, the voice was different and I didn't know what it was. After a while I realized what it was as i cold feel it, as it was Draco, my 'sona, and he was treating everyone else that stood at the door, and then started a fight, me against myself over the control of my own body, as we shouted with each other through my mouth, and in the meanwhile I was thinking how I would explain that to them, untill I looked at the door that lead to the balcony on my room at the apartment that is on the 5th floor. When i looked at that, i stopped dead, and then came a feeling "I'm gonna jump" and of course it was Dracothinking he could fly, he can as he's a dragon, but what's his idea about me? And so i fought him to stay far from the door and orsering with shouts to people hold me or I would jump, and so hogtie me, so i was dragged to the corridor and the doors for the other 2 rooms were closed, so to mine and the one to the living-room as I tried to control myself and get back to control of myself as I yelled to people to don't do whatever I would ask and so I was dragged to a room in the back of the apartment, more like a closet, and there i was sit on the floor as inside my head it was a complete mess.
After all that i woke up pretty scared of the happenings, I couldn't bielieve on it for a moment till I started to remember it, and it looked very realistic that I couldn't realize it was a dream untill I found myself back on the bus.
Well, if someone have an explanation for those or anything they feel like sharing, I would be glad, it's the second time i have a dream where my 'sona somehow get a hold of it and I would like what this could be, though I like those, even if they scare the shit out of me =P
I've heard that fursonas can get a hold of you through many ways, and mine are being pretty much on dreams where Draco is "free" to do whatever.
Well, it all started when i found myself on my room at dad's (that was where i was travelling to), and then i saw my dad and stepmom on the door like perpexed, like if they have seen a ghost. Then, when my dad came inside close to me i yelled at him to back away, but wasn't my voice, the voice was different and I didn't know what it was. After a while I realized what it was as i cold feel it, as it was Draco, my 'sona, and he was treating everyone else that stood at the door, and then started a fight, me against myself over the control of my own body, as we shouted with each other through my mouth, and in the meanwhile I was thinking how I would explain that to them, untill I looked at the door that lead to the balcony on my room at the apartment that is on the 5th floor. When i looked at that, i stopped dead, and then came a feeling "I'm gonna jump" and of course it was Dracothinking he could fly, he can as he's a dragon, but what's his idea about me? And so i fought him to stay far from the door and orsering with shouts to people hold me or I would jump, and so hogtie me, so i was dragged to the corridor and the doors for the other 2 rooms were closed, so to mine and the one to the living-room as I tried to control myself and get back to control of myself as I yelled to people to don't do whatever I would ask and so I was dragged to a room in the back of the apartment, more like a closet, and there i was sit on the floor as inside my head it was a complete mess.
After all that i woke up pretty scared of the happenings, I couldn't bielieve on it for a moment till I started to remember it, and it looked very realistic that I couldn't realize it was a dream untill I found myself back on the bus.
Well, if someone have an explanation for those or anything they feel like sharing, I would be glad, it's the second time i have a dream where my 'sona somehow get a hold of it and I would like what this could be, though I like those, even if they scare the shit out of me =P
I have a spiritual bond with my sonae, as I've been able to change myself, my personality just because of my sonae. (Plural of persona is personae) I'm not sure what causes those who are true otherkin like myself and the Draco case you have. But most of it is because mental and psychological ability, and also spiritual.
I came to realize one year that I felt something special about me in my mind and spirit. As if it was genetic to feel another spirit taking residence in my own. Then with last year with two full moons. The first being on Maru's birthday: May 15th. The second in October on the same. My one journal describes what I felt on those two nights: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1811899/ and i'll repost my case: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1756697/
Here and there I'll still feel those, during the day even. But I do know that May 15th, 2010 was when I felt I was completely soul-transformed. This is different from the usual type, this one is where the soul itself only transforms, and doesn't change the person on the outside. But with my case I can continue to get stronger with my spirit and mind because I have those really defined.
These kinds of things are different per person, and don't expect anyone to understand what one goes through. IF people say yer crazy or something less than neutral, it's just they don't understand you, or otherkin in general. It's something to study on though, as I've taken psychology as one my college courses in high school where they had dual-enrollment programs.
I'm still looking into the chakras, my Ki energy and what information I can find. And this involves deep search and topics that you can expect will fly over the norm's heads or go through one ear and out the other. Hehe. This is what self-teaching and self-learning are advantageous.