I dont think he really knows how much i loved talking to him
Every day and every night i have to think about him and some night i lose sleep on it but you know what i know some day we can both meet up and be together. But now its been about a week or more since i last contacted him and im really dieing to hear that he is ok right now
I almost cant do anything without thinking about him...everything i do from schoolwork to work has been influenced by him (and for people who understand) people like that are worth more than yourself. Really (from the deepest part of my heart) i would take several bullets for him and protect him until i die. I cant summerise what i would do for him any deeper than that. He was also the one that i first meet in the fandom and he made me a furry aswell and you guys really changed me from mentaly unstable to a happy all the time person (ask anyone i know they will tell you im a hugger x3)
Im so glad that i know you roack cause i dont have much to live for right now other than for the next time i hear you say "i love you" you really have changed me roack its just stunning how much diffrent i have become. I honestly cant say i love you enough roack thoes 3 words are just not enough for how much im feeling for you right now. This really feels too good to be true
Anyways the rant is now done continue living everyone