I know I'm not the first person to freek out at colage, but god damn it. Three da.ys up here and I've had a break down on each one. Its not the work load, its just the all around stress. On top of that, I'm so helpless up here: i don't know shit and I can't get anything to work. And the bigest thing: Im away from  anniekitty. At least a 8 hour drive, and I have no car. Now the weiredest things set me off. This time it was a comertial...jesus. I'm sure I'll calm down once I get into the flow of things, but untill then...fuck.