I just want the pressure and stress to go away...I want this heavyness on my heart to be lifted. I know all the shit in my life is mostly out of my control, but fuck it anyway. I'm trying the best I can, but I'm just....I'm not well, and im not looking for sympathy or anything, I'm just alone and using this as my tool to let it out. I know everyone always says that I could have it so much worse, and its true, but being so loving and empathetic, it makes me feel everyones emotions, feelings, and scars, and to be honest I hate it....I love helping people, but I can't make a big difference, no I can't. I'm just a little frog trying to cross the 6 lane highway without being run over by an 18-wheeler.

I have so much in my life and so many people in my life that I love and thank...they are the ones who keep me going. I'll be honest, if I didn't have them in my life....I dont know if I'd still be here right now. So thank you to everyone who has ever been there, I love you all, and will always be here <3