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14 years ago
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Hey Jim! What has two thumbs and doesn't give a crap?
Ohboyohboyohboy...
College soon. Finally, all these years of being sat through crappy school and I can finally move up. I'm so glad to be done with the immature little idiots who just... disrupt lessons. And if people do disrupt lessons? They're guarantee'd to get the boot out of the college. This makes me awesomely happy in every shape and form since I'll be surrounded by people who actually want to get the work done - and if they don't? Well, I'm not letting them drag me down.
My enrollment is next Tuesday and I have to be up nice and early since I'm taking a Music course which is worth four A levels and which I have to audition. I'll be taking my bass in (since it's the instrument I'm best with) and I'm either thinking of playing Hit Me With Your Rhythm Stick (since that bassline is... crazy) or Don't Speak. I'm not sure, I'll see what happens on the day :3. But what is awesome about the audition for the music BTEC, is that the guy auditioning me has already seen me play at a workshop in school and he said he was actually quite impressed of my skill at such an age or something. To be honest, I've kind of lost practice, but I've been bassing non-stop since the 20th, so I feel as if I've picked up my game and caught up with myself again.
As well as taking my music BTEC; I'm taking Psychology, Sociology, Law and Spanish (since I only need to finish one section and it's done and dusted as well as everything I've done so far on that course is up to an A/A* grade). I'm happy with my choices (my mother certainly isn't) and I feel even more content since on the induction day I apparently left a lasting impression on my teachers, so that's always a good feeling... I guess? I don't know, I feel as if this is a fresh new start for me and to be honest, I'm going to tackle everything with a positive attitude.
I've been through a lot of shit for the past 5 years and I'm sick and tired of it. I won't write down everything that I've been through since... it's nobody's business but my own and I'm not looking for people to feel sorry for me. I'm done with the whole posting a journal about all my shitty feelings - I'll go make an anonymous tumblr or something if I need to rant since... well, I kind of realise how immature it is to post stuff up so people can feel bad for you. I've decided... none of that anymore, it's not worth it. I'll just post announcements, updates and stuff that's been going on, but I won't go into them in depth if they are negative.
One thing I will rant about is to those who seem to think it's good to ram their opinions down someone's throat. I've been getting a lot of that lately from family and friends and I'm just at the point now where it's like "huh... I honestly don't care what you think anymore... I disagree, but respect your opinion. Why can't you do the same and SHUT THE HELL UP." Gawd... it's over the silliest of things like music, art and stuff like that. Other stuff it shouldn't even be someone's place to even comment on a situation because it's none of their business and they have... no idea what has even gone on. Why is it that people think that what they have to say even matters if it's a choice they have made and they are happy with? Just shut up and let them suffer for it later if they've made the wrong choice and say to yourself "I told you so" (don't rub that in, that's very childish, though) and if it works out? Just admit you were wrong - which, some people have problems with admitting when they are.
That's that mini rant done, I think I'll keep those on here, but when it comes to emotional stuff that affects me personally, I'll just do it anonymously under a different name - I don't need people feeling sorry for me and I still have the best friend/boyfriend or very close friends to go to if I need to talk to them stuff that's on my mind to help me out - so it's not like I'm alone.
But yeah! I'm going to keep this attitude up for college :3 And I'm done with online drama... it's for kids. I'll just walk away from it laughing next time something happens to me and just move on. I can't be asked with it anymore. I just... don't care anymore xD honestly, it's like a fly that slips into your room - it annoys you for a second before you swat it and get rid of the evidence, you forget all about it after and just get on with what you were doing.
Now to keep getting excited for college as well as the Minecraft 1.8 update! :3 I've been playing it since 1.2 (I think along that time). And now with the new Enderman mob as well as creative mode and adventure mode, it looks awesome.
But yeah, I think I wrote this because I'm bored... ah well, it killed some time :D and I feel great for typing this all out :3 Now to pick that bass up and keep practicing D:<!
HWAH!
College soon. Finally, all these years of being sat through crappy school and I can finally move up. I'm so glad to be done with the immature little idiots who just... disrupt lessons. And if people do disrupt lessons? They're guarantee'd to get the boot out of the college. This makes me awesomely happy in every shape and form since I'll be surrounded by people who actually want to get the work done - and if they don't? Well, I'm not letting them drag me down.
My enrollment is next Tuesday and I have to be up nice and early since I'm taking a Music course which is worth four A levels and which I have to audition. I'll be taking my bass in (since it's the instrument I'm best with) and I'm either thinking of playing Hit Me With Your Rhythm Stick (since that bassline is... crazy) or Don't Speak. I'm not sure, I'll see what happens on the day :3. But what is awesome about the audition for the music BTEC, is that the guy auditioning me has already seen me play at a workshop in school and he said he was actually quite impressed of my skill at such an age or something. To be honest, I've kind of lost practice, but I've been bassing non-stop since the 20th, so I feel as if I've picked up my game and caught up with myself again.
As well as taking my music BTEC; I'm taking Psychology, Sociology, Law and Spanish (since I only need to finish one section and it's done and dusted as well as everything I've done so far on that course is up to an A/A* grade). I'm happy with my choices (my mother certainly isn't) and I feel even more content since on the induction day I apparently left a lasting impression on my teachers, so that's always a good feeling... I guess? I don't know, I feel as if this is a fresh new start for me and to be honest, I'm going to tackle everything with a positive attitude.
I've been through a lot of shit for the past 5 years and I'm sick and tired of it. I won't write down everything that I've been through since... it's nobody's business but my own and I'm not looking for people to feel sorry for me. I'm done with the whole posting a journal about all my shitty feelings - I'll go make an anonymous tumblr or something if I need to rant since... well, I kind of realise how immature it is to post stuff up so people can feel bad for you. I've decided... none of that anymore, it's not worth it. I'll just post announcements, updates and stuff that's been going on, but I won't go into them in depth if they are negative.
One thing I will rant about is to those who seem to think it's good to ram their opinions down someone's throat. I've been getting a lot of that lately from family and friends and I'm just at the point now where it's like "huh... I honestly don't care what you think anymore... I disagree, but respect your opinion. Why can't you do the same and SHUT THE HELL UP." Gawd... it's over the silliest of things like music, art and stuff like that. Other stuff it shouldn't even be someone's place to even comment on a situation because it's none of their business and they have... no idea what has even gone on. Why is it that people think that what they have to say even matters if it's a choice they have made and they are happy with? Just shut up and let them suffer for it later if they've made the wrong choice and say to yourself "I told you so" (don't rub that in, that's very childish, though) and if it works out? Just admit you were wrong - which, some people have problems with admitting when they are.
That's that mini rant done, I think I'll keep those on here, but when it comes to emotional stuff that affects me personally, I'll just do it anonymously under a different name - I don't need people feeling sorry for me and I still have the best friend/boyfriend or very close friends to go to if I need to talk to them stuff that's on my mind to help me out - so it's not like I'm alone.
But yeah! I'm going to keep this attitude up for college :3 And I'm done with online drama... it's for kids. I'll just walk away from it laughing next time something happens to me and just move on. I can't be asked with it anymore. I just... don't care anymore xD honestly, it's like a fly that slips into your room - it annoys you for a second before you swat it and get rid of the evidence, you forget all about it after and just get on with what you were doing.
Now to keep getting excited for college as well as the Minecraft 1.8 update! :3 I've been playing it since 1.2 (I think along that time). And now with the new Enderman mob as well as creative mode and adventure mode, it looks awesome.
But yeah, I think I wrote this because I'm bored... ah well, it killed some time :D and I feel great for typing this all out :3 Now to pick that bass up and keep practicing D:<!
HWAH!
I'm proud of you for wanting to just walk away from all the drama online - it's an adult decision, it's very mature, and to be honest, I like that you're being that "fuck sympathy" guy. As you know, I agree - I don't want sympathy for whatever's going on in my life because I spilled it to the world on the internet, I want emotional support instead from the people who mean a lot to me, and I know that's the same for you. Why get strangers sympathy when you can talk to people who can help, right?
Hit Me With Your Rhythm Stick. The title will get a smirk, and the ability will get you an in.
Also, when did you become a Staryu?! O:
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