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Um....yeah
14 years ago
Yay more dramas in my life! Furry and family. Whoot!
So, I'm thinking of hitting up the local temp agency, as I've yet to get farther than several interviews/calls.
I want to move out and let my aunt take over my family's care. I know they can't make it alone.
I'd like to live with my grandpa, most likely. Then I'd have to rehome my ferrets. He's not much of a cat person and ferrets are like long, smooshy kitty-type weasels.
Else...I'd like
and I to find someplace, even shitty apartment together. I feel safe anywhere, with him near me.
My oldest ferret now sports a naked tail. I hope to hells it is not cancer, if so...I will have to say goodbye to her.
Yay furmeet next Saturday.
Feeling blah, some people are creating drama behind my back. I hate that I end up trusting the wrong people at times. I also hate that sometimes when I like someone, it bites me in the ass.
Sometimes I feel I should just stop and be what everyone wants me to be. Even more, I want to just run away and disappear forever. I can't do that though, as there are such a scant few who honestly do care about me....and of course, my furkid. My old man still needs me, he's such a big puppy.
So yeah.... -grumbles- Feeling down and a littleexcited. My stomach want to kill me.
Lost eleven pounds since anthrocon, it is coming off oh so slowly! Some day I can look at myself and be satisfied. Some day, probably not for a very long time, I will have me a mate. For now, I have two special people in my life and I am very grateful for them.
I think I'm just going to settle for having a Master, even if it can't be whom I want that to be. I'll just have to find or be found by someone I can trust. My guard dragon will make sure I am safe though and I'm certain he'll tell me who to avoid for sure.
I don't know, right now I feel so broken and full of fail. My family has really hurt me at this time. My heart aches and I just want to cry until it hurts from lack of tears. But then I'll be loud and yeah...
I hope you all have had a better time than I do, at the moment.
So, I'm thinking of hitting up the local temp agency, as I've yet to get farther than several interviews/calls.
I want to move out and let my aunt take over my family's care. I know they can't make it alone.
I'd like to live with my grandpa, most likely. Then I'd have to rehome my ferrets. He's not much of a cat person and ferrets are like long, smooshy kitty-type weasels.
Else...I'd like
and I to find someplace, even shitty apartment together. I feel safe anywhere, with him near me.My oldest ferret now sports a naked tail. I hope to hells it is not cancer, if so...I will have to say goodbye to her.
Yay furmeet next Saturday.
Feeling blah, some people are creating drama behind my back. I hate that I end up trusting the wrong people at times. I also hate that sometimes when I like someone, it bites me in the ass.
Sometimes I feel I should just stop and be what everyone wants me to be. Even more, I want to just run away and disappear forever. I can't do that though, as there are such a scant few who honestly do care about me....and of course, my furkid. My old man still needs me, he's such a big puppy.
So yeah.... -grumbles- Feeling down and a littleexcited. My stomach want to kill me.
Lost eleven pounds since anthrocon, it is coming off oh so slowly! Some day I can look at myself and be satisfied. Some day, probably not for a very long time, I will have me a mate. For now, I have two special people in my life and I am very grateful for them.
I think I'm just going to settle for having a Master, even if it can't be whom I want that to be. I'll just have to find or be found by someone I can trust. My guard dragon will make sure I am safe though and I'm certain he'll tell me who to avoid for sure.
I don't know, right now I feel so broken and full of fail. My family has really hurt me at this time. My heart aches and I just want to cry until it hurts from lack of tears. But then I'll be loud and yeah...
I hope you all have had a better time than I do, at the moment.
morte
~morte
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