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14 years ago
Just something I felt like doing. Words that describe me in a nutshell:
Overweight
Redneck
White
Autistic Spectrum
Bipolar
Attention Deficit Disorder
Dyslexic
Female
Gender Confused
Missing Teeth
Victim of Rape
OCD:
Tails
Butts
Boobies
'Oh, a shiny!'-Minded
Shy
Submissive
Aggressive
Grudge Holder
Fun
Party Loving
Dance
Movies
Walks
Cuddles
Snuggles
Attentions
RolePlayer
Bleeding Heart
Animal Lover
Wiccan
Asthma
Making Friends
Tomboy
Country Girl
Bisexual
Yup, all you need to know in a glance! :3 I'm a redneck, I love my redneck parties and my redneck (land) boat rides! I claim redneck since I'm a country girl, I do some crazy ass shit with my family and friends when we party hard and we can get rather plastered. I'm not the crazy white supremacist sort of redneck. :/
I've been raped multiple times, I have been told this could be why I love horror movies and art that is terrible and squicky and is also the reason why I seem to love art depicting real rape. The more roug/cruel, the better. I think...it's just my odd, twisted mind and the way I forced myself to heal.
I'm a tomboy, I hate dresses and makeup and other random girly things. Even when I have met my goal weight...I think I'll remain a tomboy. I have one breast that's three time the size of the other. My fat sort of makes it blend in and nobody notices really. I'm hoping some of my weight loss will occur in my breasts. XD
I'm bisexual, or maybe I should just claim asexual. At this point in time I do not care about sex, period. I am gender blind when it comes to dating and choosing mates. I like a person for their personality. Not looks or gender. When it comes to looks/gender, I like big girls more...probably because from my personal experiences, big girls have a better personality. I LOVE boobs. If I am allowed cuddles and my cuddle partner is female, I'm in heaven if I can nuzzle into her bosom. Although, I have to say I love cuddling more than sex. If I can have cuddles that are purely for the cuddle and not...oh hey, we're done with that...let's go have sex!...I am a very happy critter.
I'm shy, unless I have found a way to feel comfortable at a party, I am off to the side, watching people and trying to hide. Sometimes I get overwhelmed, but I must force myself to interact. I don't like being scared of people all the time and I hate myself for silly fears sometimes. It leads into me being naive and stupid at times. I like dancing, especially in the dark or a rave like setting. I'm self conscious when it comes to dancing.
I once was very dominant, but some big life changing events happen and now I am submissive. I tend to give off a purely innocent vibe as well. People often have a hard time believing I'm not a virgin. I am a bleeding heart and my friends are family to me. Sometimes I've had people I thought were good friends take advantage of this, I've also had mates that did the same. I'm sick of being used and hurt. At this present time, I'd rather quell my 'animal urges' with adult toys and just have my close friends to cuddle with. Some day I hope to get my domme side back. The one thing I miss most is having a pet. The one and only person I could cuddle and not have sex as an expected prize for 'suffering' through cuddles. I guess really, I want a friend who can become my mate over time? I dunno....really. I should give up on love. Find me an owner or a pet and be content to have my cuddles.
I was born female, so I suppose my gender is that. I'd like to have a penis at times, as....when you have to pee, it's easier to find someplace you can discreetly whip it out and whiz than to pull everything down and squat so you don't piss on yourself. There's also times and some people I've found myself wondering what it'd feel like to have sex with them if I had a penis and not a strap-on. ( A device I sadly no longer own.) More often, I find myself thinking it would be great to have both a penis and vagina. To be honest, I was supposed to be born a male and when I am not fat, I have a more masculine structure. I'm sort of...a femboy, with one giant tit. XD
My mind works in odd ways. I can be a real bitch, if my mood swings take the turn or if you provoke me. I, however am a big enough person to apologize after I realize my mental illness has made me unable to stop myself from being an asswad. I don't use it as an excuse to be allowed to act like a bitch.
I'm socially awkward. I can't pick up on subtle hints or ques, so telling me to stop talking, you need time alone and such is something I need. I'm slowly getting better though. I have trouble making friends and sometimes really piss people off because I'm not picking up on the hints they drop.
I will talk about something, then my mind randomly runs to something previously discussed or something that just popped into my mind or something I just saw, hence, 'Oh, a shiny!' :D
I love to draw, even if I am not amazingly awesome at it. I make my own badges I am happy. I can also make furry bits like tails and ears and I'm trying to learn to work with foam. I fail with it. I love working on tails though... I also like collecting bones, claws, teeth, real fur, feathers, shells and so on. I like taking pages from my religion (nature based :3 ) and some of my heritage (got blackfoot indian in us somewhere) and enjoy making things with critter bits. Jewelry, dream catchers...I just love it. I feel it's honoring the dead critter by using it's parts for something new.
Well, that's pretty much me, more or less.
Overweight
Redneck
White
Autistic Spectrum
Bipolar
Attention Deficit Disorder
Dyslexic
Female
Gender Confused
Missing Teeth
Victim of Rape
OCD:
Tails
Butts
Boobies
'Oh, a shiny!'-Minded
Shy
Submissive
Aggressive
Grudge Holder
Fun
Party Loving
Dance
Movies
Walks
Cuddles
Snuggles
Attentions
RolePlayer
Bleeding Heart
Animal Lover
Wiccan
Asthma
Making Friends
Tomboy
Country Girl
Bisexual
Yup, all you need to know in a glance! :3 I'm a redneck, I love my redneck parties and my redneck (land) boat rides! I claim redneck since I'm a country girl, I do some crazy ass shit with my family and friends when we party hard and we can get rather plastered. I'm not the crazy white supremacist sort of redneck. :/
I've been raped multiple times, I have been told this could be why I love horror movies and art that is terrible and squicky and is also the reason why I seem to love art depicting real rape. The more roug/cruel, the better. I think...it's just my odd, twisted mind and the way I forced myself to heal.
I'm a tomboy, I hate dresses and makeup and other random girly things. Even when I have met my goal weight...I think I'll remain a tomboy. I have one breast that's three time the size of the other. My fat sort of makes it blend in and nobody notices really. I'm hoping some of my weight loss will occur in my breasts. XD
I'm bisexual, or maybe I should just claim asexual. At this point in time I do not care about sex, period. I am gender blind when it comes to dating and choosing mates. I like a person for their personality. Not looks or gender. When it comes to looks/gender, I like big girls more...probably because from my personal experiences, big girls have a better personality. I LOVE boobs. If I am allowed cuddles and my cuddle partner is female, I'm in heaven if I can nuzzle into her bosom. Although, I have to say I love cuddling more than sex. If I can have cuddles that are purely for the cuddle and not...oh hey, we're done with that...let's go have sex!...I am a very happy critter.
I'm shy, unless I have found a way to feel comfortable at a party, I am off to the side, watching people and trying to hide. Sometimes I get overwhelmed, but I must force myself to interact. I don't like being scared of people all the time and I hate myself for silly fears sometimes. It leads into me being naive and stupid at times. I like dancing, especially in the dark or a rave like setting. I'm self conscious when it comes to dancing.
I once was very dominant, but some big life changing events happen and now I am submissive. I tend to give off a purely innocent vibe as well. People often have a hard time believing I'm not a virgin. I am a bleeding heart and my friends are family to me. Sometimes I've had people I thought were good friends take advantage of this, I've also had mates that did the same. I'm sick of being used and hurt. At this present time, I'd rather quell my 'animal urges' with adult toys and just have my close friends to cuddle with. Some day I hope to get my domme side back. The one thing I miss most is having a pet. The one and only person I could cuddle and not have sex as an expected prize for 'suffering' through cuddles. I guess really, I want a friend who can become my mate over time? I dunno....really. I should give up on love. Find me an owner or a pet and be content to have my cuddles.
I was born female, so I suppose my gender is that. I'd like to have a penis at times, as....when you have to pee, it's easier to find someplace you can discreetly whip it out and whiz than to pull everything down and squat so you don't piss on yourself. There's also times and some people I've found myself wondering what it'd feel like to have sex with them if I had a penis and not a strap-on. ( A device I sadly no longer own.) More often, I find myself thinking it would be great to have both a penis and vagina. To be honest, I was supposed to be born a male and when I am not fat, I have a more masculine structure. I'm sort of...a femboy, with one giant tit. XD
My mind works in odd ways. I can be a real bitch, if my mood swings take the turn or if you provoke me. I, however am a big enough person to apologize after I realize my mental illness has made me unable to stop myself from being an asswad. I don't use it as an excuse to be allowed to act like a bitch.
I'm socially awkward. I can't pick up on subtle hints or ques, so telling me to stop talking, you need time alone and such is something I need. I'm slowly getting better though. I have trouble making friends and sometimes really piss people off because I'm not picking up on the hints they drop.
I will talk about something, then my mind randomly runs to something previously discussed or something that just popped into my mind or something I just saw, hence, 'Oh, a shiny!' :D
I love to draw, even if I am not amazingly awesome at it. I make my own badges I am happy. I can also make furry bits like tails and ears and I'm trying to learn to work with foam. I fail with it. I love working on tails though... I also like collecting bones, claws, teeth, real fur, feathers, shells and so on. I like taking pages from my religion (nature based :3 ) and some of my heritage (got blackfoot indian in us somewhere) and enjoy making things with critter bits. Jewelry, dream catchers...I just love it. I feel it's honoring the dead critter by using it's parts for something new.
Well, that's pretty much me, more or less.
