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14 years ago
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well. i talked to my girlfriend. She had told me that she doesn't have any feelings for me yet. I have been a friend with her for a long time.. so i have strong feelings for her.
She said she is throwing darts. And i'm just a target.
I'm not emotionally healthy enough for that. I can't be in a relationship period. I'm not healthy enough. one mess up and i'd be in the hospital. So better to get that over with.
I broke up with her. Its not because things couldn't work out.. but because i'm not healthy enough for it. And It isn't right to be in love with someone only to wait for them to feel anything for you. The longer the wait.. the more it will hurt if they say no.
It still feels horrible.....
She said she is throwing darts. And i'm just a target.
I'm not emotionally healthy enough for that. I can't be in a relationship period. I'm not healthy enough. one mess up and i'd be in the hospital. So better to get that over with.
I broke up with her. Its not because things couldn't work out.. but because i'm not healthy enough for it. And It isn't right to be in love with someone only to wait for them to feel anything for you. The longer the wait.. the more it will hurt if they say no.
It still feels horrible.....
Before i knew i was gay there was this girl in high school, we've been friends since JR high, that i had feelings for. So every time i tried to tell her how I felt she was with someone so I just backed off. Then after we graduated and lived our own seperate lives she wasn't taken i decided to make my move then..so one Valentines day i gave her a card and rose and expressed how I felt..but she turned me down and said that she loved me like a brother..
After that i was crushed deeply.
So yea i guess it's best to take it slow and things will go for the best for you in the long run. right now focus on yourself.
sorry for that story..didn't mean to babble on ^^;; time heals..you always have friends to support and give you a lending hand when you need it