I have a bunch of art to upload and attribute but i've been lazy and semi busy. I'll upload it sometime soon.

As for life updates.... I think i'm going to go back to school in the fall. I feel more confident now and being gendered correctly most of the time has really helped my self esteem. I feel so so much better nowadays to the point where i've stopped some of my medication. Life is really kinda awesome when you live as who you are. I can't wait for the next 6 months of changes, though it is gunna make things awkward at holidays haha.

Speaking of living as who you are.... I've decided to come out with something i've been struggling with for quite a while. Accepting myself has really opened up my mind and taken a lot of stuff that i've repressed off. So I might as well come out of the closet about some stuff. See, life has its complications and I spent a lot of time running from stuff and forcing things on myself. I ran to men because I felt safe with them and I at least could be romantically attracted to them. Girls scared me and I felt uneasy about myself around them. Not to mention a complication in my first relationship where i wasn't sexually attracted to my mate and so I repressed my actual attractions. It has been a wild ride and being okay with myself means being okay with what i like.

I um... well. I'm romantically attracted to both genders but sexually? Nowhere near. I guess accepting myself really meant accepting that my primary attraction is to women. There was like a single exception, but other than that.....

So. I decided the thing that fit me the most is lesbian. I really could never accept myself as a straight man because that felt completely wrong to me. That isn't my attraction at all. But as a girl being attracted to girls... it feels right and furthermore is backed up by a lot.

So yeah. Coming out of the closet wooo.