a life alone starts again i feel like i deserve this some how i really dont know im just not good with the ladies mabye its a sign that mabye i need to give up and stop even trying to flirt or be with any one cus clearly its me and not them im good for a screw then cast off when im not needed any more it dosnt matter its just me birds and duckys i can fade away its fine lord knows imuse to it im typing this t vent my pain jt ignore this please im not a drama lamma just aperson hurt and venting