Though highly unlikely any body will which is why I'm venting here. That feeling of loss is back I when through old photos of her and now my heart feels like hammered shit I just wanna drink and go to sleep I have hopes and dreams and you were in them nin ore. I'm so lost im so distant and alone you are gone and i am here un able to help you and your littles. I love them as if they were my daughters i want nothing more than your happiness but im here feeling weak and sirry for my self. I hope you think vack to our good days i do every day and i smile. Thanks for the love and memories im sorry i wasnt worthy