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Sometimes, when one is ready, they just need a nudge.
14 years ago
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I'm thrilled right now as I surf on waves of near orgasmic enthusiasm crawling across my being as I longingly will it to never cease. I'm not talking about the yiffing kind of orgasmic, though that'd probably be nice right about now to go with it... No, I'm talking about that stepping out into a frozen winter day, the warmth of a blazing sun being occasionally stolen away by a static windy chill, kind of orgasmic. The primal, deep down euphoria that is achieved when one finally understands a long harbored personal truth, accepts it, and then loves it!
My excitement and new found enthusiasm is born of this fact. I've lurked among the community for eight years, tentatively tried to inform my friends of my disposition, and the same to a divorced wife who by unrelated causes cheated on me; none of them were as close to me as I thought, if I couldn't share something of myself as fundamental as this.
I'm a furry. Unique admission to make among the many enthusiasts here, right? Yet, this is the truth I've only realized even as it existed in front of me. There's only one person that knows what I look like as well as that I'm a furry, and it is that recent admission to a near stranger which caused me to realize I'm not alone and that it is OK to act on my desire.
It was the reveal to this person that opened me up, even though I knew their position as a furry clearly. It helped that I found them intelligent, approachable, and surefooted too in themselves of course, but it is ironic the vulnerability one feels in an admission of something you've been laughed and ridiculed for in the past, even as you know you're safe in the moment.
Maybe my likeness will become known beyond this one person at a later time. However the future may unfold, I'll be comfortable with it from now on, instead of filled with self doubt and worry. There is a community of like minded fursona's around me. And at this time, I have one friend who is a leader from within it to encourage me and guide me and to be enthusiastic with.
And in a moment of levity; foremost I realize now that one community may be one of safety and acceptance, but another is unpredictable and sometimes dangerous for the fandom. However my enthusiasm, I'll have to develop, learn, and catch up in experience of those ahead of me in the fandom before I launch myself into suiting, however much I wish to. Right. Now.
Thank you, you sexy pink vixen!
My excitement and new found enthusiasm is born of this fact. I've lurked among the community for eight years, tentatively tried to inform my friends of my disposition, and the same to a divorced wife who by unrelated causes cheated on me; none of them were as close to me as I thought, if I couldn't share something of myself as fundamental as this.
I'm a furry. Unique admission to make among the many enthusiasts here, right? Yet, this is the truth I've only realized even as it existed in front of me. There's only one person that knows what I look like as well as that I'm a furry, and it is that recent admission to a near stranger which caused me to realize I'm not alone and that it is OK to act on my desire.
It was the reveal to this person that opened me up, even though I knew their position as a furry clearly. It helped that I found them intelligent, approachable, and surefooted too in themselves of course, but it is ironic the vulnerability one feels in an admission of something you've been laughed and ridiculed for in the past, even as you know you're safe in the moment.
Maybe my likeness will become known beyond this one person at a later time. However the future may unfold, I'll be comfortable with it from now on, instead of filled with self doubt and worry. There is a community of like minded fursona's around me. And at this time, I have one friend who is a leader from within it to encourage me and guide me and to be enthusiastic with.
And in a moment of levity; foremost I realize now that one community may be one of safety and acceptance, but another is unpredictable and sometimes dangerous for the fandom. However my enthusiasm, I'll have to develop, learn, and catch up in experience of those ahead of me in the fandom before I launch myself into suiting, however much I wish to. Right. Now.
Thank you, you sexy pink vixen!
