I deeply regret having to write this journal. All of you have been so kind to me and I feel I haven't returned it as I should. My health has been faltering over this past year, I've had a grand total of 3 "real" jobs end for different reasons and I've been trying to push myself past my limits. I've had a confusing mess of relationships and even more confusion with my identity and self worth. All I've failed this year I regret deeply and don't see much point in me being around longer. In my condition I'm naught but a burden.
Flygon- I'll be refunding your commission slots via paypal after I get some money into the bank, thanks for always listening mate. Good luck with your server and any other endeavors you take.
Draxxus69-Thanks for your patience with me and good luck with your new mate, you've given me hope there may be more after death. I will arrange for repayment to you as well.
Kynx- I really hope you can make it out of there soon and start a good life for yourself independently. You deserve more respect.
@Average, Toto and Classified- I really wish I could have gotten to go down and meet you all. There are so many things I wish to say and yet, I can't put words to them.
Runa- Thanks for tolerating this QQ rant, you're a great guy with good views, keep standing behind them.