Questions that go through my head.
14 years ago
Going to randomly put them out just as something to try to overcome.
these are things that cross my mine.
Where am I going to live?
Does my life even have meaning?
I don't have a social life...
where the hell did the fun go in my life?
Should I give up?
I'm I depressed, or is something else causing me to think this way?
Will I ever get out of Massachusetts?
Will my life get better?
I've tried.... so where the hell is my results?
Was I "destine/fate/w/e you wanna call it" to live my life as a poor homeless person? I mean I could go get some heavy drugs if life wants me to throw my life away.
Why am I questioning in my head my friends and there meaning to me?
Where is the damn reset button?
Music is my will, it's what keeps me going, and without it I feel like shit?
Maybe I'm crazy and not fit for public.
Do I hate my life?
Why do I keep on dragging on day by day when it all remains the same?
No I don't wanna kill myself.... But I do have a serious hate for my life, I just can't help it when everything I once knew that was "safe and sound" is now no where and I face the world alone. No parents to love me, no one to hold me, just myself. I'm slowly losing the race with myself and it is hard to get back on track.
these are things that cross my mine.
Where am I going to live?
Does my life even have meaning?
I don't have a social life...
where the hell did the fun go in my life?
Should I give up?
I'm I depressed, or is something else causing me to think this way?
Will I ever get out of Massachusetts?
Will my life get better?
I've tried.... so where the hell is my results?
Was I "destine/fate/w/e you wanna call it" to live my life as a poor homeless person? I mean I could go get some heavy drugs if life wants me to throw my life away.
Why am I questioning in my head my friends and there meaning to me?
Where is the damn reset button?
Music is my will, it's what keeps me going, and without it I feel like shit?
Maybe I'm crazy and not fit for public.
Do I hate my life?
Why do I keep on dragging on day by day when it all remains the same?
No I don't wanna kill myself.... But I do have a serious hate for my life, I just can't help it when everything I once knew that was "safe and sound" is now no where and I face the world alone. No parents to love me, no one to hold me, just myself. I'm slowly losing the race with myself and it is hard to get back on track.
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