A while back I found a wonderful friend. He was smart, funny, compassionate, and all around great. After a while of being best friends I started to have feelings for him, but was to afraid of getting hurt to say anything. He liked and agreed on just about everything I did. I kept thinking 'He's perfect, just tell him.' but I never could. Being so far away from him was hard with us just being friends, I knew a relationship would never work. So, I gave up on love and happiness. To my suprise he asked me for advice on telling someone he had feelings for them. My heart sank, I wanted to cry. I knew we would never be together once he said that. I slipped up and said I hoped to find a guy like him someday. He said he needed to tell me something, my heart stopped. He sent me a beautiful and lovely poem. This is what he wrote: A strange uncertainty builds within. At the center where my heart once was. Is this it? It can not be so. I can not, yet I do. If it doesn't exist why is it here? Can you see the truth hidden in my eyes? Do you feel the blue beyond the sky? I can say without hesitation it's new. I no longer have to fall and cry. When there's nothing left for me, there's you. I can't hold back what I've never had. But I found something I thought was a lie. Is this it? Must be so. Yes, it feels as if I am. I can, and I am. It's always existed right here. Can you see the truth hidden in my eyes? Do you feel the blus beyond the sky. I can say without hesitation it's new. I no longer have to fall and cry. When there's nothing left for me, there's you. That is the sweetest, most beautiful thing anyone has done for me. I have finally found my happiness, my light in the darkness. I no longer have to face this world alone, no longer must I wander through the pain and darkness of this world. To my wonderful mate I have one simple thing to say. Thank you! You make me smile and laugh when I feel like crying, you helped me keep hope when I wanted to give up. You are the most wonderful, amazing and fantastic person in the world. I'm glad to be you're friend and mate. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3