The next few months.. I always hate.. hated them last year, and the year before.. aint gonna be any different this year.

Already been feeling quite bad for a bit now, recent events haven't been helping at all. Computer craps out yesterday, spent 6 hours trying to get it back online so I could talk to  FutureP.

I tried as quickly as I could, but despite the effort I got lip for it, and just the general event made it worse.

Better now I suppose. Something I am still not used to, I have always been a rebel, so I am not used to being controlled. Makes me angry when someone tries to tell me what to do... but there is nothing that can be done when someone you actually respect tells you what to do.