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Is there a hero out there somewhere?
14 years ago
I've been a captain of a sinking ship for far too long. Never navigating in the right direction, never making the better decision. That ends here, it ends now.
This is the time to find a way to break the fall, the time to find the cure for all.
Many seek suicide as a way out, they seek pain, and causing pain to others to deal with their own.
I am stronger than many, if not most. I have realized this. That hero?
That is me, to save myself from what I have become. The endless peril ends now, those endless haunts and fears set aside.
No one seems responsible, but I know who is. I constantly blamed the world for how I am.. but the real truth that I see now is I allowed myself to be bent like this. Overtime I took personality traits from those I knew, taking their strongest trait and adapting it for myself. This is what I did in the most painful and stressful moments.
That can't go on anymore, I am not me like that. The Legend I knew, I thought had been lost ago, never able to be retrieved. I was wrong, I am wrong.
I have not been stronger ever before, nothing like I am now. Constant pain beats at a person, eventually making them break in their own way. This is the result of me breaking? Restoring order?
It appears so.
Hope had been successfully undone. This is what I thought before. It wasn't undone, but it was unravelling on me. Losing hope and faith in too much. There is a limit of where hope should be placed, and where it shouldn't be taken from.
Someone who holds out a hand and turns back time. This is something I must become, I must do now. I must undo the damages over time to me, and those around me. Only to end the suffering.
Over a year of being present on Fur Affinity, and I finally find the light in the tunnel. The direction that I must follow.
I am moderately happy about this. Such as one gets about suicide once they figure a way out. I have found a way out of this suffering, but not suicide. I have to fix my way out, instead of breaking and running when it falls on me.
This is the time to find a way to break the fall, the time to find the cure for all.
Many seek suicide as a way out, they seek pain, and causing pain to others to deal with their own.
I am stronger than many, if not most. I have realized this. That hero?
That is me, to save myself from what I have become. The endless peril ends now, those endless haunts and fears set aside.
No one seems responsible, but I know who is. I constantly blamed the world for how I am.. but the real truth that I see now is I allowed myself to be bent like this. Overtime I took personality traits from those I knew, taking their strongest trait and adapting it for myself. This is what I did in the most painful and stressful moments.
That can't go on anymore, I am not me like that. The Legend I knew, I thought had been lost ago, never able to be retrieved. I was wrong, I am wrong.
I have not been stronger ever before, nothing like I am now. Constant pain beats at a person, eventually making them break in their own way. This is the result of me breaking? Restoring order?
It appears so.
Hope had been successfully undone. This is what I thought before. It wasn't undone, but it was unravelling on me. Losing hope and faith in too much. There is a limit of where hope should be placed, and where it shouldn't be taken from.
Someone who holds out a hand and turns back time. This is something I must become, I must do now. I must undo the damages over time to me, and those around me. Only to end the suffering.
Over a year of being present on Fur Affinity, and I finally find the light in the tunnel. The direction that I must follow.
I am moderately happy about this. Such as one gets about suicide once they figure a way out. I have found a way out of this suffering, but not suicide. I have to fix my way out, instead of breaking and running when it falls on me.
Legend wasn't destroyed in me. Only damaged, and lost. Finally finding my way once more, 
Jack.