Update, getting help.
14 years ago
General
I was telling my mother about what's been happening, about my depression, suicidal toughs etc. We decided to speak to my Dr. about it and she thinks I'm suffering from chronic depression and has me starting on some anti depression meds. We'll have to see how that works. I hope so, because I'm sick of feeling this way all the time and I know you all are sick of hearing me complain. I take my first one tomorrow morning and she says I should start seeing a change in 1-2 weeks. Keep your fingers crossed guys.
FA+

I was taking Meds and all. I ended up at the Funny Farm for 3 weeks.
Found out I am Manic Depressive. And any and all the Depressive Meds
make me go Psyco. So I can't take anything for it.
I don't mind the Manic part because I get Hyper and just start
Cleaning all over the place.
But the Depressive part bothers me a little.
But I then go to my computer and Draw and
I soon stop being Depressive.
So I understand and hope all go well for you.
Sincerely: Lone Fox
My best wishes to you! Feel better soon!
Hmmm if those anti depressents are to strong though, we might just be seeing some giggily happy journals fromthe panda soon enough ^.^ that would be kind of cute :p
Just remember in the mean time. You're a damn sight better than you think you are.
When done well depression treatment can be a Godsend. Almost everyone has dark moods, sometimes yuh need a little help.
Also, talking to somebody who listens to you is the best way to start getting over it.
Just remember: if one treatment plan/counselor/etc doesn't work for you, don't give up! Not every medication or therapy style works the same for each person. If you notice drastic changes in your moods or behavior, tell your doc right away. He/she will help you change your treatment to fit your needs. Biggest thing to remember is that you're not alone! You have support from your loved ones and support from your doctor. You've accomplished the hardest step... asking for help. Best wishes :)