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i'm sorry for not bein here
14 years ago
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mah puppeh
mah puppeh
i'm really sorry for not being here lately...this is a crazy time of year for me at work...retail during the holidays is crazy, with long hours, early openings and late closings...
my pain has been getting worse...i have to go dec 19 for a shot in my lower spine...because of my fibromyalgia and herniated disc in my back, i've been having lots of problems with pain...my back, hips, knees, and now bottoms of my feet have been hurting a lot lately...hard to stand too long or sit too long...
with more pain comes more depression...with depression comes a lack of creativity...i'm working on my christmas cards, but need to pick up another ink cartridge before i can print them out...
i'm also making jewelry for a few friends for christmas...wish i could do a few commissions, but meh, such is life i guess...
this is also the first christmas without daddy...i know there are others out there who know how this feels...the firsts of everything are hard...i know i'll have to try n be strong that day, but i have a feeling im just gonna be a marshmallow all day...i can't be strong for too long, or i have a breakdown...those aren't very good at all...i almost didn't even put my tree up this year, but i did it anyway...
just please be patient with me...i hope soon i'll be back to my usual chipper self...
my pain has been getting worse...i have to go dec 19 for a shot in my lower spine...because of my fibromyalgia and herniated disc in my back, i've been having lots of problems with pain...my back, hips, knees, and now bottoms of my feet have been hurting a lot lately...hard to stand too long or sit too long...
with more pain comes more depression...with depression comes a lack of creativity...i'm working on my christmas cards, but need to pick up another ink cartridge before i can print them out...
i'm also making jewelry for a few friends for christmas...wish i could do a few commissions, but meh, such is life i guess...
this is also the first christmas without daddy...i know there are others out there who know how this feels...the firsts of everything are hard...i know i'll have to try n be strong that day, but i have a feeling im just gonna be a marshmallow all day...i can't be strong for too long, or i have a breakdown...those aren't very good at all...i almost didn't even put my tree up this year, but i did it anyway...
just please be patient with me...i hope soon i'll be back to my usual chipper self...
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"Bow wow wow yippee yo yippee yay! We're doin it doggy style!" Bruce Almighty
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"Love cures people--both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it." Dr. Karl Menninger
"Bow wow wow yippee yo yippee yay! We're doin it doggy style!" Bruce Almighty
Take your time Angel, we know how things are this time of year. Just worry about getting better first.
Remember, you have friends who will stand by your side to help give you strength
Careful, careful hugs!
im glad i was able to be there for u when u needed someone...having gone thru the same thing this year, we know how the other is feeling...christmas is gonna be tough, with lots of crying and laughing and remembering...thats all we can do, remember the good times...i remember my dad would open the front door (we didnt have a chimney, so mum n dad said thats how santa came in), yell "Ho ho ho! Merry Christmas!" then slam the door...my sis n i would race down the stairs n dad would tell us we just missed santa...
aww thanks hon! *purrsnugs* that would be awesome! it'll give me a bit of time to think about how i want the pages, n what each one should say, as well as getting the photos n artwork together...