because it's the holiday season, and i work retail, my hours are crazy. i'm tryin to be on here more, but with working real early or real late, i don't have much chance to. hopefully in january i'll be able to work more on my art, post more, and be here more.

heard back about the MRI and Xrays. the degeneration going on in my lower spine is getting worse. i have an appt next friday at 9am to find out what the next step will be. according to something i saw online, the steps to take would be spinal injections (last 2 did not help at all), anti-inflammatory meds (none help), chiropractor (which worries me with as much wrong with my back as i have), and surgery (like 10 diff options). prayers, good thoughts, and anything else you can spare my way would be awesome. those who know me well know how much i'm stressing n freaking out over this. just can't wait to finally be able to wake up n go thru one week, one day, one hour, without being in pain.