yesterday sucked so much

i went to church and were learning about how the wife must submit to husband and how the bible says that only the man can be the head of the household and i was like

WTF??????

isn’t that a wee bit sexist? assigned me a position that i don’t want?

so then i asked about homosexual relationships

who would be the “head of the household” then?

half a second later i had 6437347 people telling me that all gays burn in hell

uhm

thanks a lot

so i got home

and had the worst psychotic episode of my life at 12:30 am

._.

sigh


there were dry, scabbed, decaying hands grabbing and tearing at me and touching my face and there were people in the dark and my mom was having a seizure next to me and i was so scared so i screamed at my dad to turn a light on and then there was no one in the room and i was panicking and my mom was fine so it wasn’t real and i could barely talk i was so upset and oh my god it was just so scary