Well I'll give you all the short version. I made a hard choice tonight. I'm not sure if its the right one or not. I left my boy friend Danny, thing have just bin so ruff, and I for one am missrable as hell here, he seems pretty missrable himself...

So I thought the best move might to be just end it now befor the push the shit pile so far it ends up all over our faces. I REALLY son't want to leave him but in alot of ways I think its for the best...

I don't wanna hear any I'm so sorrys or anything... I just needed a place to vent this out befor work.

I need some hugs, or drugs.