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18 years ago
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New Years is long gone, so I'm going to go ahead and just call them, objectives.
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• Finish What I Start, Always
• Draw More
• Time Management
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The past few weeks have been a mini-disaster. My academics fell below what I would of liked, serving as a wake-up call to my usual behaviors. They consisted of eating, sleeping and browsing the net; not the ideal way to do things. Due to this, I drastically cut down my visits to this site and others to focus on my academic work. This is the main reason why I've been gone for a while. I just haven't had the time.
On the other hand, I did get SOME things done. I recently won a writing contest over at AGNPH. It was nice to win, but how it happened wasn't the way I would of liked. In my opinion, the story I wrote (which has now been reformatted and finally posted here :D) was not contest worthy, mainly due to the fact that I decided to write an entry for the contest 3 days before the deadline (we were given almost 2 months). So I thought I'd just give it a shot, and I ended up winning by default. Am I happy? Sure. Am I satisfied. Not really. Like I said, its here if you would like to read it XD. I WILL be continuing the story with more well written chapters and character development. It should turn out pretty well.
As for drawing, I haven't drawn anything at all in the past weeks. I'll find time for it eventually. The thing is, I have this psychological problem (not official :p) where if I need to do something that might cause A LITTLE BIT of discomfort and hard work, I just drop it and move on. It a terrible quality of mine. I've been trying to get rid of it for years. No luck so far. I'll figure some sort of strategy out one of these days. In a nutshell, I NEED TO DRAW.
I do sort of believe that I may have fell into a mini-depression with all thats happened lately. I've been regularly second-guessing myself on literally every little thing that I try to do. I'm constantly afraid of what others will think of me, when I really shouldn't care at all. This definitely sounds a little /emo, but it's definitely true.
Ugh, I also JUST caught a massive cold. Take every symptom of a normal cold, and multiply its effect by over 9000, and you have what I have. I'm currently heavily medicated on about 4 different medicines, and I still feel like crap. Damn you common cold.
Moving on, here are just some of the active things I am working on at the moment.
• Story request for
Minun
• Murder in Manhattan - Chapter 2
And thats really it for right now. I'm open for trades.
Note: I can only really offer stories for right now, as I REALLY need to practice my art side.
There only a few things/fetishes that I really won't write in my stories. I'll let anyone know if I feel uncomfortable writing their request/trade.
Sorry for the long and partially emo journal, just thought some people would like to know where the hell I went XD.
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• Finish What I Start, Always
• Draw More
• Time Management
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***The past few weeks have been a mini-disaster. My academics fell below what I would of liked, serving as a wake-up call to my usual behaviors. They consisted of eating, sleeping and browsing the net; not the ideal way to do things. Due to this, I drastically cut down my visits to this site and others to focus on my academic work. This is the main reason why I've been gone for a while. I just haven't had the time.
On the other hand, I did get SOME things done. I recently won a writing contest over at AGNPH. It was nice to win, but how it happened wasn't the way I would of liked. In my opinion, the story I wrote (which has now been reformatted and finally posted here :D) was not contest worthy, mainly due to the fact that I decided to write an entry for the contest 3 days before the deadline (we were given almost 2 months). So I thought I'd just give it a shot, and I ended up winning by default. Am I happy? Sure. Am I satisfied. Not really. Like I said, its here if you would like to read it XD. I WILL be continuing the story with more well written chapters and character development. It should turn out pretty well.
As for drawing, I haven't drawn anything at all in the past weeks. I'll find time for it eventually. The thing is, I have this psychological problem (not official :p) where if I need to do something that might cause A LITTLE BIT of discomfort and hard work, I just drop it and move on. It a terrible quality of mine. I've been trying to get rid of it for years. No luck so far. I'll figure some sort of strategy out one of these days. In a nutshell, I NEED TO DRAW.
I do sort of believe that I may have fell into a mini-depression with all thats happened lately. I've been regularly second-guessing myself on literally every little thing that I try to do. I'm constantly afraid of what others will think of me, when I really shouldn't care at all. This definitely sounds a little /emo, but it's definitely true.
Ugh, I also JUST caught a massive cold. Take every symptom of a normal cold, and multiply its effect by over 9000, and you have what I have. I'm currently heavily medicated on about 4 different medicines, and I still feel like crap. Damn you common cold.
*Moving on, here are just some of the active things I am working on at the moment.
• Story request for
Minun• Murder in Manhattan - Chapter 2
And thats really it for right now. I'm open for trades.
Note: I can only really offer stories for right now, as I REALLY need to practice my art side.
There only a few things/fetishes that I really won't write in my stories. I'll let anyone know if I feel uncomfortable writing their request/trade.
Sorry for the long and partially emo journal, just thought some people would like to know where the hell I went XD.
