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The way of things.
13 years ago
Why does hate follow me like iron to a magnet.
My nose snow white from my straw and plate.
hatefull humans kicked me through this dreaded gate.
Now I'm stumbling around alone as it's a planned fate.
Some friends tried to save me but it is years late.
Wish i could really explain on how i feel.
But i can't because this pain is what i have to deal.
My soul starts to peal away as the darkness consume me everyday.
I really dont know how to explain or what to say.
Life is so lonely and full of hate.
Being good at noting and being looked down at.
Emptiness and being worthless is what i am everyday.
Making mistakes day by day.
Wondering alone, always on my own mission.
Getting drunk or high is what takes the pain away.
looking at the sky is all that gives me hope.
Looking at the stars as they help me to cope.
I imagine falling of a mountian slope.
Merry jane is my dope.
She makes my brain right without any fout.
Feeling the warmth of the sun on my skin is all that makes me feel warm.
The beams so bright.
I'm loosing my life without any kind of fight.
Day by day i empty bottles of wine.
Smoking my weed likes it's not a crime.
Smoking my pipe and the feeling of a throught full of slime.
Making a strange alcoholic drink that looks like lime.
When i'm high or drunk is the only time i feel fine.
Each night i want to cry but my eyes are too dry to try.
I'm so used to the pain i could just die.
Time passed by.
So quick to even to think of a lie.
As i said i wish i could explain my feelings.
But being forced into this hate i don't think i got any feelings left.
I'm hollow as a nut without the nut.
I'm into the shadows.
Nobody wants to look at me really.
Buts thats it. I wish i could be among the stars.
To be one of the suns that burns bright.
To bright day to the cold night.
To bright sight to those who want to fight.
To win with all of my might.
My nose snow white from my straw and plate.
hatefull humans kicked me through this dreaded gate.
Now I'm stumbling around alone as it's a planned fate.
Some friends tried to save me but it is years late.
Wish i could really explain on how i feel.
But i can't because this pain is what i have to deal.
My soul starts to peal away as the darkness consume me everyday.
I really dont know how to explain or what to say.
Life is so lonely and full of hate.
Being good at noting and being looked down at.
Emptiness and being worthless is what i am everyday.
Making mistakes day by day.
Wondering alone, always on my own mission.
Getting drunk or high is what takes the pain away.
looking at the sky is all that gives me hope.
Looking at the stars as they help me to cope.
I imagine falling of a mountian slope.
Merry jane is my dope.
She makes my brain right without any fout.
Feeling the warmth of the sun on my skin is all that makes me feel warm.
The beams so bright.
I'm loosing my life without any kind of fight.
Day by day i empty bottles of wine.
Smoking my weed likes it's not a crime.
Smoking my pipe and the feeling of a throught full of slime.
Making a strange alcoholic drink that looks like lime.
When i'm high or drunk is the only time i feel fine.
Each night i want to cry but my eyes are too dry to try.
I'm so used to the pain i could just die.
Time passed by.
So quick to even to think of a lie.
As i said i wish i could explain my feelings.
But being forced into this hate i don't think i got any feelings left.
I'm hollow as a nut without the nut.
I'm into the shadows.
Nobody wants to look at me really.
Buts thats it. I wish i could be among the stars.
To be one of the suns that burns bright.
To bright day to the cold night.
To bright sight to those who want to fight.
To win with all of my might.
