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Merry Christmas...Bah Humbug!
14 years ago
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Well, I am seriously hating the world right now.
I am currently medicated with my usual meds, but with everything going on, they're not working. About 3 years ago, one of my relatives was diagnosed with cancer. More recently, she has been moved from hospice care to the ICU at a major hospital.
I visited her on Christmas Day and found out that the doctors treating her have agreed that there is nothing more that they can do. Which means I am about to lose a relative that not only loves me, but also loves my dragon and considers him a part of the family. She smiled when he came into her room to say hello.
So now, I am seriously depressed and it's taking me over 2 hours to fall asleep, even with medication. I also can't afford to go see someone to talk through it and it's pissing me off!
What is a bear to do? Prayers and kind words gratefully accepted.
I am currently medicated with my usual meds, but with everything going on, they're not working. About 3 years ago, one of my relatives was diagnosed with cancer. More recently, she has been moved from hospice care to the ICU at a major hospital.
I visited her on Christmas Day and found out that the doctors treating her have agreed that there is nothing more that they can do. Which means I am about to lose a relative that not only loves me, but also loves my dragon and considers him a part of the family. She smiled when he came into her room to say hello.
So now, I am seriously depressed and it's taking me over 2 hours to fall asleep, even with medication. I also can't afford to go see someone to talk through it and it's pissing me off!
What is a bear to do? Prayers and kind words gratefully accepted.
