Sitting here kinda bored and thinking...thinking about how much I hate my new job. Oh, don't get me wrong, I'm thankful to have said job, but it's just so much work, so much bullshit. People are so lazy, do nothing, and leave it to me, the person who actually gives a fuck. I'm tired of doing the work of 2-3 people EVERY NIGHT I WORK! I'm sorry, but im not paid enough to work like that, and yet if I don't work like that, I look bad and get shit on for it, while the people who have "senority" get off with being lazy. Well fuck it, I've had it. My job is affecting me in ways I never thought possible....I've never had bad heartburn till now....never had high blood pressure till now...I can feel my blood pressure rise while I'm there...and it's just stupid. I try talking to my supervisors about my concerns, but they don't care. I'm trying to find something else, ANYTHING, but nothing. Jobs here are scarce, and the jobs that are available are for people who can weld, or drive trucks, or shit like that, which I'm not qualified for any of that. Money is tight even with my job, i'm still slipping further into debt...and I honestly don't care anymore about it...fuck money. I'm just so sick of this, I'm sorry I moved down south, and I'm even more sorry that I've been thrust into hell all because of my old manager...all because I was hated for speaking my mind...for defending myself....fuck the world...fuck it to hell.....

That is all....