I decided to get this off my chest...
14 years ago
I have recently had a really hard time contacting my muse. It seemed one pain after another, with all the experiences pushing me, one thing came through when about four weeks ago I was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer.
I didn't take it well, and asked for a second opinion.
About three weeks ago it was confirmed I have Pancreatic Cancer.
Since then it's been a combination of chemotherapy, sickness, locked jaw, and group therapy (for another reason.)
*Sighs gently.* Add on a 6% chance of surviving the next five years, 20% chance of the first year, alone.
So... yes... this is not a good time for me.
I didn't take it well, and asked for a second opinion.
About three weeks ago it was confirmed I have Pancreatic Cancer.
Since then it's been a combination of chemotherapy, sickness, locked jaw, and group therapy (for another reason.)
*Sighs gently.* Add on a 6% chance of surviving the next five years, 20% chance of the first year, alone.
So... yes... this is not a good time for me.
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All I wish for Christmas is survival. ^,,^
Hopefully it might take some pressure off.
Be with my best of wishes.
I will wish along with you bunny, someone this awesome may not perish D:
for the rest all i can say is: good luck
anyway i wish i could say "hope things get better" and that they would but such a problem as cancer, there's nothing words could ever do. i cant even imagine such a problem, its such a hard thing to cope with. perhaps the hardest anyone ever should, especially someone like you who doesn't deserve any of it. *so many hugs* just try to know that you have an admirer and hopefully more than just a casual friendship, and i hope to god things do turn up for you and this hellish process.
I try to be strong, and I intend to make the most of what I have. I think the most I try to do is spend the time I can with my long distance mates. You can imagine that they aren't taking it too well either. ^,,^;
Thank you though, I mean it.
Still keep courage.
On a personal side I born with hydrocephalia and as the doctors said at that time, I wouldn'0t have passed 24 hours of life. And guess what ? I'm stilòl alive and kicking and I'm even gonna pary my 22nd B-Day next month.
So if I managed to survive to that, you can too. Just keep courage and emember that here's people that love you c:
I look forward to a long life.
Warm hugs and courge from Italy ^^