I honestly don't feel like being me anymore. I hate myself, everything about me, even my looks is complete and utter failure. Sometimes I just sit and wonder why I even bother at times, everything I do ends up failing. Been keeping myself away from the internet a lot too, I find it boring now to just be on it, except when I "need" to be. Not many people talk to me much anymore, and that's fine. I understand people are busy and such, and it's mostly me, staying offline and such and not really talking.

IT's just really bad that I wake up every morning hating myself, and I keep thinking to myself what's the point. Who knows maybe I need help or something.

I dunno, just been not feeling right lately. I just don't want the existence of me to be around really. I don't contribute to anyone or anything. I'm a waste of time.