Just laying in bed, reflecting. I'm overall content, and although I am thankful to be where I am, because so many people have it worse. However, I can't help but feel this ache...the ache of bitterness as to why I am here, instead of where I should be, where I was just one year prior. I was on my way, saving to get back to the education that I was forced to put on hold for a while, working a steady, good paying job, that would allow me to do that, and still work, but it was taken from me for reasons beyond my control, through no fault of my own other then I was just not liked. I've never been liked anywhere I go, school, work, etc, though I'm not sure why, but alas, I'm getting side-tracked. I only hope that this year, 2012, will go much better for everyone, for friends and family, and even for me. So here is to a new year, and hopefully...new beginnings...